Elle_pas-normal

To the 36 followers of mine, and to any casual reader, I hope this message finds you well and healthy. 
          	I know it has been ages since the last update, and if you have been having a good read so far and expected an update I'm sorry. 
          	This is something I really didn't want to face, but just because I don't want to think or talk about it, doesn't mean that it's not real. 
          	I think I outgrew the "shatter me phase".  
          	I still love kenji and rosa, and there were some things that I wished to see in the sm series, but I didn't so I decided to experiment with it through checkmate. 
          	At the start of my book, I mentioned that it was a way to get my thoughts out. 
          	Good news is, I do not plan on discontinuing this (although I did consider archiving it) but updates will take a while. 
          	All I have left to say is damn being an adult is hard. All those responsibilities and emotions are dumped on you all at once. 
          	One final thing if you made it till here, I hope you are well. You mean a lot to me. I love you!! Greatly ;) <3

Elle_pas-normal

@soasyv25913 I missed you guys more i swear sometimes before I study id think damn I miss my readers. Thank you for being around!! MWAHH
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Elle_pas-normal

@Figureskater24 I knowww never moving on from kenji though that's a fact!! And omg such an honor being your favourite wth can't believe itt omgg. I love youuuu and thanks for reading <3
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Elle_pas-normal

@P1nk_1nk heyy thank you for understanding!! I appreciate your support dearly <3
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Elle_pas-normal

To the 36 followers of mine, and to any casual reader, I hope this message finds you well and healthy. 
          I know it has been ages since the last update, and if you have been having a good read so far and expected an update I'm sorry. 
          This is something I really didn't want to face, but just because I don't want to think or talk about it, doesn't mean that it's not real. 
          I think I outgrew the "shatter me phase".  
          I still love kenji and rosa, and there were some things that I wished to see in the sm series, but I didn't so I decided to experiment with it through checkmate. 
          At the start of my book, I mentioned that it was a way to get my thoughts out. 
          Good news is, I do not plan on discontinuing this (although I did consider archiving it) but updates will take a while. 
          All I have left to say is damn being an adult is hard. All those responsibilities and emotions are dumped on you all at once. 
          One final thing if you made it till here, I hope you are well. You mean a lot to me. I love you!! Greatly ;) <3

Elle_pas-normal

@soasyv25913 I missed you guys more i swear sometimes before I study id think damn I miss my readers. Thank you for being around!! MWAHH
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Elle_pas-normal

@Figureskater24 I knowww never moving on from kenji though that's a fact!! And omg such an honor being your favourite wth can't believe itt omgg. I love youuuu and thanks for reading <3
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Elle_pas-normal

@P1nk_1nk heyy thank you for understanding!! I appreciate your support dearly <3
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inkstainedfingers

hey I have no idea if you remember me LOLLL I remember commenting a secret history quote on a book and you immediately got the reference :)) how have you been? people are saying ur in uni....is it hard? I start soon

inkstainedfingers

@Elle_pas-normal oh wow that's so amazing that you moved alone abroad! is it across the globe or just a country away? are the people nice where you are bc I don't wanna deal w mean people in ynu
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inkstainedfingers

@Elle_pas-normal so idk if you remember see me by jackssfox, she's archived it now so you can't see the quote, but I basically quoted 'if love is hate, what is desire' and you clocked it period !!!!
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Elle_pas-normal

@inkstainedfingers oh my God hiii. Wait which book and whay was your comment? 
            How have you been??? It really depends on the uni and the major you choose. Moving alone abroad also is a factor. It will be difficult navigating and getting to know how uni operates but once you settle in it becomes better. I wish you the best of luck!! I'm so glad to chat with youu!!! <3
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kenjikishimotoswife

HEYYY BABYYY HOW ARE YOU?? hope college is treating you as well as it possibly can, miss you <333

kenjikishimotoswife

@Elle_pas-normal YAYYYY IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT WTF? Im doing alright too darling :))
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Elle_pas-normal

@kenjikishimotoswife heyyyy I'm good what about you my love??? I miss you moreee 
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-yoursol

hey!! how have you been, ml?

Elle_pas-normal

@solsangel awww I miss being with you guys too but I really have a lot on my plate. Everything is on me to do and uni is just top tier pressure :') I'll try my best to make a comeback ♡
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-yoursol

@Elle_pas-normal > i'm doing great too<33
            I missed seeing you around here
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Elle_pas-normal

@solsangel hiii I'm good!! So blessed and grateful, how are you my love??? 
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Elle_pas-normal

Hello hello
          Sorry guys for the disappearance. I just have so many important things to do, and free time is a luxury. I had way more time in hs than I do right now in uni. I don't know when I might update (especially that I lost the drive to write, I feel like I lost connection with kenji and Rosa and the shatter me series as a whole) but I'll try my best to come back soon. 
          Enough about me, how are you guys doing??

kenjikishimotoswife

@Elle_pas-normal I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHH MWAH
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Elle_pas-normal

@kenjikishimotoswife aww I hope everything's okay my loveee. You're strong and you'll overcome whatever you're facing!! So excited for the new ideas 
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Elle_pas-normal

2000 reads??? Thanks guys..I don't want to be that person but I don't know if I want to continue writing or not. We didn't even reach the main plot though. I was thinking of ending it by ignite me but I have some ideas for the books that come after. Seeing my motivation levels though I don't know what to expect. Anyway thank you guys so much for 2000 reads!!! Tons of love guyss <3

kenjikishimotoswife

HEYYYY LOVE how’s uni so farrrr

Elle_pas-normal

@kenjikishimotoswife nooo I hate to make you cry happy early birthdayy
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Elle_pas-normal

Hellooo my sweetest loves!! How are you all doing how's it been? I'm just telling you guys that I didn't abandon the story, I'm just extremely busy. I told some of you what's been going on. Anyhow, I will definitely go back to the story after I settle. So maybe some time next week (although I don't promise). That's all for now I love you guys!!!

kenjikishimotoswife

WE LOVE YOU MOREEEE take care, sweetheart ❤️
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