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I love that over the span of a little over a year i somehow managed to loose almost everything i hold dear to me :') First my mom, then my mother's dog is given/taken away because my dad is a stupid piece of shit who does know how to make sure his dead wife's GARD TYPE DOG who doesn't like other animals at ALL and ends up attacking and killing another dog and now i dunno where she is cuz i don't trust a word that comes out that lying son of a bitch's (forgive me grandma) mouth (for all i know she could have been put down at a shelter and not with a friend of a friend of a friend)(i keep asking for the number so i can call and make sure she's ok but he refuses), and now, my baby, the thing most precious to me, my dog, my princess, the love of my entire life, the only reason I was even still alive to meet my now best (human) friend, the one person who got me through all the drunk arguments and fights and the sad teen angst after getting grounded and my horrible school grades. This year and last year are probably the most I've cried in my entire life, i just wanna disappear into the woods just me and my dog and live in a hammock in the trees and survive off fish and berries. I've had this dog since i was in elementary school man, she's my everything and i can't imagine life without her. She was my sole reason to live for too long and now she might leave because no one in my family can take care of her and the ones that can i don't trust. I don't wanna go back to praying to my old God to kill me in my sleep like how i used to, I was actually doing better, angry, but better