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Being insecure is such a horrible feeling omg. 
          
          Like I’ve never felt so insecure ever. Like I understand what ppl say when they talking abt like comparing urself to others online because now I feel ugly.

On a scale of 1-10 how mad would be if I discontinue This is Recovery.
          
          I’ve genuinely lost all motivation for writing anything dsmp related or mcyt related recently since I’ve stopped watching them. It was fun for a while, but recently it’s just felt like a chore. Especially now that everyone seems to have gone their own ways doing whatever. 
          
          

I hate how my family complains about like always being on my phone and not talking to them, but everytime I talk to them they just seem so uninterested or yell at me and get mad or just say they don’t care. 

I CHANGED MY PFP PLEASE DONT FORGET ME 

YALL I HUST POSITKED A CHALTER IM SO PROUD OF MYSLEKF

Sorry for being so inactive. My moms wedding is literally in a few days and we’ve been super busy getting everything ready for it. 
          

Would any of you guys read a book that’s my oc’s? I’m thinking of creating one, but I’m not sure if I should make it with characters from a show or something else or my oc’s. 

Sorry I haven’t uploaded in like a month or two, I have no motivation or ideas and im super busy with school and activities outside of school. I’ll definitely try and write a chapter sometime this month! 
          
          I hope your all doing well and staying healthy. Make sure to take care of yourselves! 
          
          Thank you to everyone who interacts with my books it’s truly appreciated!

—Tw sh mentions—
          
          I relapsed after 2-3 months. 
          
          I don’t have anyone to tell, so I’m just venting here. 
          
          I feel disappointed, upset, and frustrated because getting clean has been a real struggle in the past for me. 
          
          Also, my family doesn’t know. My sis found out, but she forgot. And my scars are on my wrists and it’s almost summer and they’re visible and makeup won’t cover it because some are more like puffy lines above the skin. 
          
          I’m cooked.

whats ur opinion on the Wilbur soot situation