EllisLS

On a scale of 1-10 how mad would be if I discontinue This is Recovery.
          	
          	I’ve genuinely lost all motivation for writing anything dsmp related or mcyt related recently since I’ve stopped watching them. It was fun for a while, but recently it’s just felt like a chore. Especially now that everyone seems to have gone their own ways doing whatever.

FandomTraveler17

@EllisLS  Although the book is great, I don't think I would be mad. Kind of agree with what you say and if it's a chore than you should stop. If other write they will be mad it's not entirely their decision to make 2/10 max.
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EllisLS

On a scale of 1-10 how mad would be if I discontinue This is Recovery.
          
          I’ve genuinely lost all motivation for writing anything dsmp related or mcyt related recently since I’ve stopped watching them. It was fun for a while, but recently it’s just felt like a chore. Especially now that everyone seems to have gone their own ways doing whatever.

FandomTraveler17

@EllisLS  Although the book is great, I don't think I would be mad. Kind of agree with what you say and if it's a chore than you should stop. If other write they will be mad it's not entirely their decision to make 2/10 max.
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EllisLS

Sorry I haven’t uploaded in like a month or two, I have no motivation or ideas and im super busy with school and activities outside of school. I’ll definitely try and write a chapter sometime this month! 
          
          I hope your all doing well and staying healthy. Make sure to take care of yourselves! 
          
          Thank you to everyone who interacts with my books it’s truly appreciated!

Wilbur_Jacobs

@EllisLS <33 take ur time !
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EllisLS

—Tw sh mentions—
          
          I relapsed after 2-3 months. 
          
          I don’t have anyone to tell, so I’m just venting here. 
          
          I feel disappointed, upset, and frustrated because getting clean has been a real struggle in the past for me. 
          
          Also, my family doesn’t know. My sis found out, but she forgot. And my scars are on my wrists and it’s almost summer and they’re visible and makeup won’t cover it because some are more like puffy lines above the skin. 
          
          I’m cooked.

EllisLS

@waffle215 tysm. This means so so much to me. And I might be able to cover them with concealer except it’ll be a bit textured. But tysm anyway.
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waffle215

Dude it's going to be okay, recovery isn't a straight line, I'm proud of you for trying. Can you cover them up in any way?
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