Let's talk about Ellsie Glynn Rushing (Ella Rushing) and how YouTube saved her life (without going into big detail) shall we? First we'll talk 'mommy problems'... "Grr mom didn't get me the new iPhone!" No no no! Mom didn't get me school supplies or anything for that matter. Instead she got drugs. "She didn't even share!" Lol kidding. I've never tried drugs. "I DONT WANT TO!" Jeni (My mom, yes it's -jenny- spelled like jeni) never really payed attention to me, and when she did it was to tell me I was a 'demon child' or to yell at me for laughing. "She really did that." So when I was 8 I attempted to kill myself. Which made matters worse for me. Because mom caught me with a knife and a computer cord around my neck. So she just had to tell my best friend's mom. Her mom wouldn't let her around me, which left me with no friends. So we tried to run away together. We almost got raped... So Josie told her mom that she was going to be my best friend no matter what. Great friend really. But when she moved I tried to kill myself when no one was home. My brother actually was home and came to check on me, so I got in trouble. One day when I was 10 Josie sent me a video link,  it was hilarious! It was a Markiplier video, and it made me laugh really hard! Luckily my mom was downstairs. (Probably getting high or having sex.) 
Now I have lots of favorite youtubers! Markiplier, Pewdiepie, Tobuscus, and the awesome SMOSH! My dog's name is La-SMOSH-la! So every time I get depressed I watch YouTube. I tried to kill myself again when I was 12, but I just thought 'I can't do this Shane would be disappointed! I might even get to meet him, or Smosh, or Markiplier! But I can't do that if I die...'
"A smile brightens your friend's day, and ruins your enemy's week."
  • Bristol, Tennessee
  • JoinedJanuary 8, 2014

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