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never been on here as much haha.
          
          Messaged Kooth, an online mental health website, and what do I get as a reply in the chat? Councillor is off on leave until August 12th! After I've sent the message, so I won't get a reply until then.
          
          You think that's bad? Last time I messaged them having an anxiety attack I didn't get a response for 2 AND A HALF HOURS, of which I then got the automated- apologies we didn't get to you in time.
          
          They are promoted in schools as a good thing, they help people etc, but any response has always been links to self help things, or they just don't reply. I get there are thousands of young people with mental health conditions and mine by no means is the worst, but there can't be that many issues someone can't even message a simple supportive comment? I just wanted to fucking TALK TO SOMEONE.
          
          Apologies for the expletives, currently suffering the after effects of an anxiety attack so high strung and fucked off to high hell. 
          
          Anyone got any good mental health websites they know of? Ones where it actually can help and not just give lip service preferably? 

LOL.
          
          Had an email from Watty few days ago that's only just come through, saying the humans vampire has been marked as mature.
          
          A year after posting. When there aren't any explicit sexual scenes in it, and very few violent scenes in it. If there are, they are properly marked and warned about.
          
          This is stupid right? 

Don't usually post, but it's been a long week, crap happens, life happens, why not start?
          
          Written an easy 4k words on a story I haven't published yet. It's a romance, what I'm not experienced in, and it's more mature than the others by miles. My writing has changed, as well as how I portray each character and I don't want to change so much without sorting an entire universe out first.
          
          I don't know if I will be able to get back into my first story, The Vampires human, or not as writers block is a bitch (and so am I ). If not, will start posting my other stories as oneshots or short stories.
          
          So I write these up in notes before intending on publishing them. Most aren't full stories, usually oneshots or short stories if that. I have a whopping 11 FULL notepads on my mobile only of the crime genre, each refusing to let me type any more as there is a 350,000 word limit (roughly 300 ish pages). 
          
          I have a total of: 
          
          11 notes of crime
          
          6 of witchcraft/shifters/abo/that sort of thing
          
          2 long stories that are written up and being edited/added to.
          
          6 short stories I am trying to sort out.
          
          6 more with random stuff I don't actually remember writing. In total but the bottom end of things, I have 50 FULL NOTES OF WORK.
          
          I am sorting through them. Wish me luck, cos I'm gunna need It.
          
          That's around 17,500,000 characters BTW. which according to Google, is 45 BOOKS.
          
          Why do I do this? Please? Why? Am I the only lunatic on this site that does this? Probably .

I need to say this now:
          What the actual Hell is Wattpad doing deleting all these books. At least 10 of my favourites have been banned in the past week. They all have their TWs, they all have their content warnings, they all say EXACTLY what is going to happen in the book. It is kind of hard not to tell what it may or may not include. Multiple are marked mature for swearing only.
          
          Dark Romances are still books, just because something is a little riské does not mean it is not a good book. Seriously, how this app still functions is a mystery to me, and it's going to collapse soon if it keeps throwing out all the good authors. 
          
          I do believe the content guidelines state you must not promote violence or violence of sexual nature. If it has a story line, then it is not just for the riskè scenes, it's for the the dang STORY LINE. There are far more works on this app that twist the line of consent, or go as far as detailing Stockholm syndrome, for a book about two guys (litterally) admitting they liked each other and kissing, to get banned!
          
          Rant over/ Thanks for coming to my TED talk. I'm looking for another app to work on because this is a load of bs.

Hello there, 
          Thanks for adding my book to your reading list. 

Update on 'The humans vampire: His slave!' chapter sixteen shouldn't be too far away either!
          
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          TW is due to hints of self-harm and derogatory comments. 

I have entered The Humans Vampire: His Slave for  Wattys 2023!!! I know there are plenty of amazing writers out there joining in for this year's competition, but I wanted to try and out myself out there a bit. Wish me luck .
          
          

I have posted an official *DISCLAIMER* [TW] as the first chapter of The humans vampire: His Slave, as I am entering the story into a watch contest and need to ensure all my bases are covered. I Don't have my work fully backed up though I am in the process of it, so I can't risk it getting taken down. 
          
          Thanks.

Double update on 'The Humans Vampire: His Slave'!!

I appreciate the follow! If you happen to read any of my works, I do hope you enjoy them :)