Ellyx_Daydreams

Hey there! 
          	
          	I know, it has been an eternity. 
          	
          	I needed to take a lot of time to like reflect on myself and I've been working on my mental health a lot. Been at the hospital, got some therapy, in college now and finally started being independent, you know. 
          	
          	All to say that, even though it has been a while, I missed it on here so I came back. 
          	
          	I'm still interested by writing and roleplaying and it has been a moment I was thinking about coming back though I didn't exactly know how or in what way. 
          	
          	I would love to hear about you all, if there are still people around. I didn't forget about people and I'm interested to see how y'all are doing. 
          	
          	Also - it lead me to a question. Do you guys think I should revamp this account or do another one from now one? 
          	
          	I've had a lot of those different phases and I usually did just a new account but I really like it on here, but at the same time maybe a new start after all that time? Or maybe link the new account here so it is still linked somehow? 
          	
          	I don't know exactly to be honest. 
          	
          	Anyways, hello everyone and I hope you all are doing well! 

frogg_ly

@ Ellyx_Daydreams  il faut que sa aille bien
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Ellyx_Daydreams

@frogg_ly 
          	  Oh wow, salut, ça me rend tellement content de pouvoir te parler! Ça va quand même, et toi? 
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Ellyx_Daydreams

Hey there! 
          
          I know, it has been an eternity. 
          
          I needed to take a lot of time to like reflect on myself and I've been working on my mental health a lot. Been at the hospital, got some therapy, in college now and finally started being independent, you know. 
          
          All to say that, even though it has been a while, I missed it on here so I came back. 
          
          I'm still interested by writing and roleplaying and it has been a moment I was thinking about coming back though I didn't exactly know how or in what way. 
          
          I would love to hear about you all, if there are still people around. I didn't forget about people and I'm interested to see how y'all are doing. 
          
          Also - it lead me to a question. Do you guys think I should revamp this account or do another one from now one? 
          
          I've had a lot of those different phases and I usually did just a new account but I really like it on here, but at the same time maybe a new start after all that time? Or maybe link the new account here so it is still linked somehow? 
          
          I don't know exactly to be honest. 
          
          Anyways, hello everyone and I hope you all are doing well! 

frogg_ly

@ Ellyx_Daydreams  il faut que sa aille bien
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Ellyx_Daydreams

@frogg_ly 
            Oh wow, salut, ça me rend tellement content de pouvoir te parler! Ça va quand même, et toi? 
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R3NB00-

Hello there! I'm one of Quinn's friends! I wanted to know if I could draw your character Kyan from the "mom, im going to magic school!" applyfic?

Ellyx_Daydreams

@K-KURAPIKA-  
            Hey hey, nice to meet you! I don't know why that honor but of course, feel free too! You can dm me or ask here if you need to ask me anything about him <3
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Ellyx_Daydreams

Hey people! 
          
          So, I'm sorry for being in and out these past times. My mental health is really low these time and I sometimes barely can even think or do anything. I'm seeing someone soon, but it's really hard. 
          
          Like, I don't have the motivation to wake up. So imagine about writing and other things? And I really want to do that, but it's like everything is weighing me down right now. 
          
          I'm not quitting, I'll be there sometimes, but I may just disappear and re-appear randomly at least for a while. 
          
          Please don't worry, that's a dark pass, but I'm gonna get through it I think. 
          
          I love you all <333

Ellyx_Daydreams

@Quinn_Confusion  
            I'm sorry to only see that now, but thanks a lot hun! ❤❤❤❤
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Ellyx_Daydreams

Hey guys, so I have this medical/psychological/i-dont-fûcking-know-what issue that include having blackouts since some times actually. Usually, I forget about some hours before I'm sleeping or 1-2 hours in a day, sometimes a day, but theses last days, it really confused me and now I don't really remember what do I need to do or not. 
          
          What I mean is, if I own you a form, an answer, anything that I didn't write/give/send you yet, I'm very sorry for any delay, but could you tag me or just give me a reminder so I can do it? I'll try finding what I need to do myself but I'm really afraid to miss something and I don't want it to happens. 

Ellyx_Daydreams

Hey, Hey! I have some announces today!^^
          
          1 - I don't really feel comfortable with He/him anymore, I thought I had it all figured out but it's just- I don't know. However, They/them simply doesn't seem to be completely alright? Ugh, me and words. What I mean is, I love using They/? but I think I will need to search for someone that feel more /me/ for the second, maybe a neopronouns, I don't know yet. Would you guys try using others if I find some and ask you to later on, maybe in the next days? 
          
          2 - I have a individual rp book now, yay :) 
          Y'all are totally welcome to come, I can't wait to have fun with people!^^
          
          3 - I'm more into applyfics than group rps recently. While you still can tag me in both, I would love to apply a bit more. BUT never when the deadline is really soon - I'm the best at not being fast. Sob.
          
          4 - Talking about applyfics, I would love to try to do one but I'm afraid I'm the kind of person that doesn't update soon enough for people to be happy? I mean, that would be cool but I don't wanna deceive anyone. 
          
          5 -The center of mental health something called! I'm not seeing my psychiatric yet but it's progress!! Maybe soon!! [Although it was damn scary as the answer of almost every question was yes when the secretary asked me if I had such, such, and such]