@Eltoronov18
but my grades are good and i’ve been trying to focus on my self. i don’t know what to do w the situation abt the guy tho. i still talk to him because i’ve become attached but i just keep hurting myself. sometimes it j gets so bad to the point that i feel like i can’t keep going. but i’m trying for my grandpa and nephew. it’s j really hard sometimes
heyy so basically idk if y’all remember but when i started highschool i had posted abt my fifth grade crush and all that. we ended up dating and we broke up and i met someone else. well i was down bad for this dude and he was my first kiss. i and made a bunch of friends and he basically ended up cheating on me w my so called in school “best friend”. so basically freshman year sucked ass and i hate highschool. my life is soo shitty and i hate literally everyone. i j had to rant sorry guys
SO. I HAVE THIS GUY THAT IVE LIKED SINCE FIFTH GRADE RIGHT? WELL WE ALWAYS TALKED IN FIFTH AND SIXTH GRADE AND THEN HE CHANGED SCHOOLS BUT STILL IN THE SAME AREA. THIS YEAR IM GOING TO SCHOOL WITH HIM AND I GOT HIS SNAP. AND WEVE BEEN HANGING OUT. AND WHEN HE CANE OVER THE OTHER DAY HE WANTED TO SEE MY POOL SINCE I HAVE A BIG POOL AND IT WAS REALLY HOT SOOOO. I TOOK HIM. WE PLAYED AROUND FOR A WHILE THEN HE TOOK HIS SHIRT SHOES AND SOCKS OFF AND GOT. IN. MY. POOL. I ALMOST FAINTED OMG HE HAS THE LITTLE AB LINE. AND HE WAS LIKE “get in with me” AND I WAS LIKE I CANT IN THESE CLOTHES AND HE WAS LIKE “not in those go change” SO I CALLED MY MOM AND ASKED BUT SHE SAID NO SINCE IT WAS LIKE 7:30 PM BUT YEAH. AND WE TALKED ALL DAY TODAY AND HE KEEPS CALLING ME dumbdumb stupid AND dumbass. AND HE CALLED ME PRETTY TODAY AND I WAS LIKE so you think I’m pretty? jkjk AND HE WAS LIKE oh shit uh. Ok anyways. AND WE TALKED ALL DAY THEN HE GOT TIRED AND I TOLD HIM TK TAKE A NAP AND HE SAID goodnight lol AND WENT TO BED. HE USUALLY SAYS GN BUT TODAY HE SPELT IT OUT AND ANYTIME I BRING UP ANOTHER BOY HE ALWAYS GOES oh. SOOO I THINK HE LIKES ME
YALL IM SO FREAKING EXCITED I START HIGHSCHOOL TOMORROW
@DRACUDARLING I WAS SCARED TOO BUT ITS BEEN AMAZING IVE MADE SO MANY NEW FRIENDS AND IVE BEEN ASKED OUT FOUR TIMES AND ITS ONLY THE SECOND WEEK.
OK IM LEAVING FOR ORIENTATION AND I ACTUALLY LOOK GOOD SO BYE <3
Yallllll I got my freshman orientation tomorrow AND IM FREAKING OUT JCJSJCJSJD WHAT DO I DO. I HOPE THERES CUTE BOYS LOL BUT ANYWAYS GN MY MOMS MAKING ME GO TO BED EARLY TN CAUSE OF ORIENTATION SOOO BYEE WISH ME LUCK
Stop it I literally wanna go die in a hole. I hate this. I have to go to a new school this year and it’s a public school (I’ve been to private school since kindergarten) and to make matters worse it’s going to be my first year of highschool and the school is super big. I’m so scared and I’m gonna be all alone and I know I’m not gonna make any friends so I’ll just have to sit alone because I know I’m not just gonna go up to people and make friends. I hate that about myself. I’m to shy to do anything which I why I don’t have friends now and why this has been a terrible summer. I’m going to spend my first year of highschool all alone and I’m so jealous because my sister was so pretty and she was popular and she had a great time. Then I always get made fun of for being ugly and how I’m lonely. She’s so pretty and I hate that everyone expects me to be like her but I just can’t. Then I really really wished I looked like her but of course I don’t. I have to get the ugly genes. Anyways it’s 12:30 in the morning and I’m crying my eyes out but yeah hahaha. Anyways have a nice day
hey you got this. honestly it’s not as scary as it seems. my freshman year i just did what i had to do and trust me you’ll make friends with people you have classes with. i didn’t initiate one conversation and i made friends so dont you worry
@ralph_vitar hahaha thank you. I think I was just being dramatic last night but I really am scared lol. I’m sure we will both make friends and be fine. We just have to have faith in ourselves
@jerrytrainorsbowlcut , I decided I don’t like him anymore. Hahahah. Sorry for the build up. But anyways. Remember the other guy I told you about? I’ve liked him since fifth grade. Crazy right. Unfortunately I never got his number and he changed schools buttttt this year in going to the same school he goes to now!!
@jerrytrainorsbowlcut yeah hahaha. Your so right! ANDDD I SAW THE DUDE IVE LIKED SINCE FIFTH GRADE THE OTHER DAY AND OH MY GODDDDF. HE GOT WAYYY TALLER AND HES STILL SUPER CUTE. AND HE HAS FRECKLES AND THEIR THE CUTEST FRECKLES EVERRRR. I LOVE FRECKLES AND THE FACT HE HAS HIM MAKES HIM EVEN MORE PERFECT. HES ALSO SUPER SMART!
Good thing you realized that now! imagine if he was creepy and you were like stuck with him
@jerrytrainorsbowlcut here’s kind of a little update. So usually I dress in comfy shorts and clothes but recently I found some super cute clothes that I didn’t even know was in my room??? And they clothes are amazinggggg and I’ve been wearing them lately so whenever I go outside I look good because my crush and I live in the same neighborhood and hes always outside on his golfcart. But now that I’ve been dressing nice he hasn’t been coming outside!!! I just know the moment I’m not all dressed up and pretty, he’s gonna be there!!
@jerrytrainorsbowlcut yeah I’m thinking abt that hahahah. I don’t even know why I like the guy. I just do. I mean. Ofc theres another guy that I REALLY REALLY like but unfortunately I don’t talk to him. But for right now I’m just gonna see where it goes with this guy
yeah def make sure you really like him before y’all start really hanging out imagine if you lost feelings for him and he started to like you
@jerrytrainorsbowlcut I should!! And yay!! But the thing is I kinda have mixed felling about him. Like. He’s weird and when I mean weird I don’t mean nerdy weird I mean like teenage boy weird :/ and I hate those kind of people hahaha
Y’all update abt my crush that ft me the other day. He’s snapping me now and we’re supposed to hang out like tomorrow or sometime soon. IM SO GLAD I HAVE A COOL MOM AND SHE ALLOWS THIS LIKE. AND SO GLAD HE LIVES ON MY STREET. HES PROBABLY GONNA COME AND PICK ME UP IN THE GOLFCART LMAOO. Whenever I hang out with him we go on his golf cart or he sees me on my golfcart with my friends hahahah
