ElvaniSigmaWolve

Hi everyone! I'm back from a.. very long unexpected break. it's been a while since i've been active on Wattpad, and i'm sorry for that.
          	
          	some things that you might find  important:
          	  - i will no longer be continuing my book about my system. from my break, i learned a lot about my system. and one of them is that a lot of us are worried about our privacy due to anxiety. if you have any questions regarding plurality, feel free to reach out here or in my dm (no promises on actual answes for personal questions).
          	
          	  - i am not going to be as active as we used to before our break. i have grown a lot during these trying times, and i realise my hyperfixation are often found jumping around. it will be awhile if ever for it to focus back on Wattpad.
          	
          	  - we are now happily taken! our partner is wonderful, though i'd rather not share their identity.
          	
          	  (i might add some things in the comments as fillers because i often forget what i was going to type lol)

ElvaniSigmaWolve

Hi everyone! I'm back from a.. very long unexpected break. it's been a while since i've been active on Wattpad, and i'm sorry for that.
          
          some things that you might find  important:
            - i will no longer be continuing my book about my system. from my break, i learned a lot about my system. and one of them is that a lot of us are worried about our privacy due to anxiety. if you have any questions regarding plurality, feel free to reach out here or in my dm (no promises on actual answes for personal questions).
          
            - i am not going to be as active as we used to before our break. i have grown a lot during these trying times, and i realise my hyperfixation are often found jumping around. it will be awhile if ever for it to focus back on Wattpad.
          
            - we are now happily taken! our partner is wonderful, though i'd rather not share their identity.
          
            (i might add some things in the comments as fillers because i often forget what i was going to type lol)

ElvaniSigmaWolve

Okay well hello Wattpad community, i'm back.
          
          I was on a very long break from wattpad. My only excuse is that for some reason, brain doesn't like it.
          
          During that what, a month or two break, my system grew. Now sitting on 80+ alters and growing. Honestly i don't know how this happened, but yeah. If you guys want, i may post some of my system's interaction with people and  in the mindspace. Some of them is hilarious. Also we have some with me here, say hello everybody 
          
          Draken: yo
          Mitsuya: hey
          Blue: what
          Delta: heyooo
          Erik: hello
          
          They are introjects of the system, and some of them are actually fictives. I think that's it, feel free to ask questions! Much love :3
          
          
          
          
          

ElvaniSigmaWolve

It's Indonesia's independence day today! :D
          
          Happy independence day to Indonesians :)
          
          Selamat 17an semua! Merdeka :3

ElvaniSigmaWolve

@ElvaniSigmaWolve  malay? Halooo, siang kak :3 
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stxrdvsttt

@ElvaniSigmaWolve Oh nvm I saw your bio XD
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stxrdvsttt

@ElvaniSigmaWolve Happy Independence Day!! (Awak org Indonesia Ka?)
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

Alright everyone, i'm pretty sure other people are already spreading awareness but i wanted to make sure. A website called 4chan is going to try hack wattpad to access users and post inappropriate chapters on your book. 
          
          If that ever happens to me, just know that i can and will confirm anything that comes by. Also because i update irregularly, and i will not be mentioning any original character that doesn't have some sort of trauma. 
          
          The picture of a person spreading this is in my book. Thank you for your time 

TogoTodorkroki

@ElvaniSigmaWolve Already on my way to post an announcement in my account, thanks for telling me
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

@ElvaniSigmaWolve  Also, keep safe guys; may we see another day
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Artiatii

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Heyooo sigma, I hope you're okay, I haven't spoken to you in a while and I hope you're safe. Have a great day/night/whatever time it is for you and don't let anybody give you any shit okay☺️

ElvaniSigmaWolve

@Shida7 well thanks I needed that and sure, I'll add you some times
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Artiatii

Oh god I didn't know that, well good luck with school I guess, that place is pure torture sometimes.
            
            It's great that you're getting support and if you want it add me on discord my name and # are in my bio
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

@Shida7 also no, I live in Indonesia remember? Only has 2 seasons
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

Hello wattpad community, it's rant time! for me at least. Like any other rant, this is not important but i NEED it ok? 
          
          So, it's Ramadhan right? i finished my period and just started my fast again. A bit of context, i have my end of year/semester exam in a couple of weeks. I got into a fight with my mom, with her saying i'm so stubborn, won't listen to her parent/mom, not studying enough, won't help her parents, always on my phone and all that stuff. I want to talk back but that is considered disrespectful towards someone older than us (children) so i just stay silent and hung my head low. Like yes i'm stubborn, yes i'm not studying enough, but please 'won't help her parent'?? i've already said it to her before, if you want me to help, to do something, then please ask. Please say it. I don't have that much initiative since i was little so if you want me to do something then please verbally say it.
          
          ...is this considered abusive guys?? I feel like it is. I know that it's a different treatment in wherever you are, and some might be worse than me. I having zoom in a moment so i'm glad. I have a reason to be strong for just a little more time and have my mood back up (i was on the verge of breaking down..i think i'm broken) (:
          
          P.S. even though i logged into wattpad with my mom's email, she wouldn't read this ;)

ElvaniSigmaWolve

Update : mom's still sour about it but we (kinda) made up :D
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

The disrespectful is normal in Indonesia. I think it's also normal in South Asia and Southeast Asia. And if you're wondering about the 'im broken' part, search up how to tell if a sign is broken. I'm Gemini and i probably have done most of that telltale
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

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Hey people!! This is unimportant but i needa get something out ok?? 
          
          Ok so, earlier i was assigned to buy a large anti-bug spray. My bro decided to tag along. We were going from store to store cuz there's no large one. As we were going, my bro just started shamelessly disrespecting people in public. He was practically shouting! I was trying to calm him down and scold him but he wasn't listening to me. Then we into a fight and go home. My parents asked me if i bought the spray and i answer 'no'. They then asked me where my bro is and what happened.
          I first explain to my mom cuz my dad was taking a call, my bro had not arrived. After he arrived, he was basically saying 'go fuck yourself sis', that was the last straw. I started yelling at him and having a mental breakdown. My mom asked me why was i crying, which i answer 'imagine being there, people are going to question what did i taught him. He didn't consider my feeling'. After saying that my dad started scolding and lecturing my bro, while i was sobbing cuz MY DIGNITY is gone.

ElvaniSigmaWolve

Oh okay, Fern. Then you can call me Elv or Wolve ^_^
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Artiatii

@ElvaniSigmaWolve no problem, and I don't mind if u spell my username wrong but if it's easier then just call me Fern *( ^ - ^ )*
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

And sorry if i wrote your username wrong -_""
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ElvaniSigmaWolve

Alright, time to rant
          
          I hafta go to school today cuz i needa grab my sertificate (and money) of participation and achieving in a national-wide science competition (its KSN or OSN). What i didn't expect is that 2 people from the foundation that funds my school to come! God i was a nervous wreck the entire time....we spoke for an hour with the principal, vice principal AND my mom!!
          
          When we're done, we were going back home. On the way home, my mom stop by to buy groceries. I was waiting for her to come back along with my siblings. My brother went crazy and probably almost loss his mind at the time! Cuz he started screaming weird noises for some unknown reason -_"

ElvaniSigmaWolve

I'm in a good mood today! Why, cuz my brother FINALLY got scolded by my mother for -dare i say it- ignoring and uncaring my sister! 
          Meh bro TRIPPED my three y/o sister when they 'played'...
          And my neighborhood cat Mocha (as i like to call her) is such a good girl today tho annoying...
          Anyway yeah...i'm in a good mood