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okay guys got six new caleb cards!!

why is tiktok back... still not supporting trump even after this (he loses more points if the app becomes meta) rednote 4life

okay actually bye i was watching tiktok and then it got banned i actually hate myself even more now

just a quick update on my health
          
          no. I'm not doing better. I'm currently in a hospital ward after I visited the ICU (intensive care unit for my non-Americans) and was in the emergency room a day or two prior from how heavy I have been bleeding, my menstrual cycles usually last for 12-16 days, and in the course of 13 days I have bled more than I have in the past 1 1/2 month. I have been admitted due to extremely low blood levels. 
          
          I'm currently under medical watch (no duh) and I'm supposed to leave in 3-5 days if I'm fortunate enough. i have been trying to work on drafts with all my free time but I simply can't because of how much things are going on. please stay strong, i love you guys. i will try and give the best update i can when i get another chapter out but for the time being i (and my close family) came to a decision to focus on my health. 
          
          and no, i don't know what's wrong with me, but i do not have anemia (as far as i know) and loosing weight when I was already bordering being in the underweight group of individuals is concerning enough. and once again, please take care of yourselves, i truly love you all. <3

okay guys real quick this hurts to type but the new caleb cards in love and deepspace?? holy macaroni it's giving possessive tf anyway he's coming on January 22 <3

i'm gonna be honest, i've been feeling so burnt out and depressed for weeks, 
          
          I had to be put on a higher dosage of my prescription for my depression and anxiety and it's making me feel like shit, my birth control pills for some reason aren't working for my menstrual cycle and they can't up my dosage because of how much side-effects it may cause when taken with my other medications as well, I'm doing online university back at me and my partner's shared apartment for the time being because of me having to go in and out of my gynecologist's office and my psychiatrists from how horrible life is treating me so far, I can't get out of bed without help. 
          
          please be patient with me, i don't know why this is happening but, surprisingly, writing isn't helping me feel better. so until then I'm taking a short/long hiatus. don't expect too many messages or updates until i can stabilize myself. take care of yourselves though, love you guys <33

...they killed Capitano...?

IF I GET ONE MORE XAVIER CARD IN MY TEN PULL I'M GOING TO UAHHGHGHGH I GOT HIM 6. SIX!! TIMES IN ONE TEN PULL WHEN TRYING TO RANK UP MY ZAYNE CARDS OH MY GISHSHSHSHHSHSH GET HIM OUT MY PULLS UGH

...those LADS cards are actually FREAKY FREAKY also i got all of them because i was in a silly goofy mood teehee but the update let me do around 50+ pulls in total for the event and regular banner

WOLFGANG ISN'T DEAD PROJECT EDEN'S GARDEN IS LYING TO YOU GUYS WOLFGANG ISN'T DEAD WOLFGANG ISN'T DEAD HE ISN'T DEAD MY LAWYER ISN'T DEAD STOP LYING STOP LYING I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT HIM HE ISN'T DEAD NO NONONONONONONONO WOLFGANG ISN'T DEAD