EmDoesNothing

(PT 2) tw: me venting 
          	
          	Ive reached both my mental and emotional exhaustion points and the physical point is quickly catching up. I'm just so tired of all of this. Of everything at this point. 
          	I've been crying all day and I can't stop. It's to the point where the smallest things are setting it off. Right now I cant even speak two sentences before my eyes start watering. I'm getting more frustrated with my sister and my mom and I cant let off any steam cause I can't get any work done or see any of my friends. And then I cry even more cause I cry when I'm emotional.  I feel like I'm being driven mad here and there's nothing I can do. 
          	And I feel bad complaining about all this. I feel absolutely horrible about it. I should be grateful that my family and my friends and I are all healthy and staying safe, but I just cant right now. I just dont know what to do. And I just can't stop crying and feeling absoulutely awful.

EmDoesNothing

(PT 2) tw: me venting 
          
          Ive reached both my mental and emotional exhaustion points and the physical point is quickly catching up. I'm just so tired of all of this. Of everything at this point. 
          I've been crying all day and I can't stop. It's to the point where the smallest things are setting it off. Right now I cant even speak two sentences before my eyes start watering. I'm getting more frustrated with my sister and my mom and I cant let off any steam cause I can't get any work done or see any of my friends. And then I cry even more cause I cry when I'm emotional.  I feel like I'm being driven mad here and there's nothing I can do. 
          And I feel bad complaining about all this. I feel absolutely horrible about it. I should be grateful that my family and my friends and I are all healthy and staying safe, but I just cant right now. I just dont know what to do. And I just can't stop crying and feeling absoulutely awful.

EmDoesNothing

So, my first time really writing on this... And its cause I really need to rant. I'll probs delete this later anyways. But, tw: me venting. 
          
          This whole coronavirus thing is just awful. I haven't talked in real life to any of my friends for two weeks now. My mom says we need to social distance ourselves, and I understamd that, but damn°t this is making me go crazy. To make matters worse, one of my best friends had to come over and drop a gift off for me and I wasnt able to even see her face to face. She had to leave it outside the front door. Now, shes leaving for Texas tomorrow and I dont know when I'll ever see her again. 
          And then dont even get me started on online school. Its so much of a work overload and I cant stay focused. All of this week Ive been distracted and Ive stayed up later than 2 for the past week and getting less than six hours of sleep. My grades are bound to drop as I keep turning my assignments in late and not even completing them all the way. 
          Today I've gotten basically zero work done. I still have a bunch of sh°t to turn in before midnight, but I can't bring myself to get up and stop crying. I feel pathetic. 
          (PT. 1)