Cam.

It's the pushing people away after 2 weeks of talking, because of not having an emotional bond to them for the 10th time this year.
          
          And basically getting annoyed that I don't feel anything except anger.
          
          It's 3:25 am and we stan overthinking.. 

Please unfollow @tritratrulllala
          

CAMi~~~

I watched the bts movie yesterday and it really made me overthinking my whole life and made me realize why I'm here and why I have to go through all of this.. I'm so happy for some days now and the movie really made me feel like I can reach everything I want. But.. It even made me overthink my whole biaslist.. I love jungkook and Jin so much. They are my ultis. But after the movie I couldn't stop thinking about the Kim-line. I- I have to clear my thoughts y'all :(((

My friend wanted to introduce me to someone because she thought I was cute. So he gave me her snap and we started snapping and then she asked me if I liked Anime and Kpop...
          She's btw bisexual so I'm gonna marry her. Cause her bias in STRAYKIDS is Felix and mine is Changbin and she's the Felix to my Changbin and she's so cute like wth. And we're gonna meet next weekend. Cause I'm gonna visit my friend and she lives near by so Yeah-
          Funny is that we both tried hitting on the same boy some time ago but turned out he likes manipulating people into getting emotionally attached and I was like... „I got manipulated for 17 years.. You don't really think that a fetus like you will make it."

ANyways hows life going? Any interesting tea?

-sits down watching anime casually checking in on how your doing-

Is half of my hair actually blue or am I dreaming? LMAOOO

Me in a train: *uncomfortably sits in front of a karen*

People be like „lemme make you feel special real quick and then leave again. You good? Okay bye"
          I hate it here istg I'll just disappear for a while cause I'm tired. I really wanted to write "sunrise" but my mental state is going down and I can't handle it.
          My head hurts and I'm tired of feeling like me and my feelings are not valid. Y'all better take care and stay safe. Don't trust too fast and humans are bitches. I should have listened to my grandma, she said „never believe a guy. They will make you feel good and then leave you in misery" fuck it. I don't even feel hurt, I feel empty as hell and UGH
          Nvm. No matter how much I write about it, I can't change what happened.
          Take care y'all, I love you <3