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I don't think anyone is going to pay attention to this, but I think I may have autism. But I don't know if I'm ever gonna get diagnosed or anything like that bc I always feel dumb and like it's all in my head when I bring it up with my mom. She brought it up as a possibility a few months ago, but we haven't talked about it since and the one time I told her about it I ended up crying cuz I felt dumb and embarrassed that I even thought I was autistic. But I've been listening to and watching content from people that are autistic and I relate to a lot of the things that come with autism. And just the other day, I was watching a video someone put out about specifically autism in girls and that they may not seem autistic bc they basically become really good at masking and that might just be what I do. But I don't know.
And thank you if you actually paid attention to what I said.
