Emily

I apologize for not updating, I recently found out that a dear friend of mine had cancer... and passed away last night.... I will probably not be on for a while... I apologize again, but this has taken a major toll on me... Sorry for the disappointment, guys..... Take care <3

GUYS WHAT I'M CURRENTLY TYPING DOWN????! YOU PROBABLY GOT IT CORRECT, I AM CURRENTLY TYPING 'AN ARRANGED MARRIAGE'. I PROMISE THAT THE ONLY REASON IT'S TAKING A WHILE IS BECAUSE I'M MAKING IT AS LONG AS POSSIBLE!!!! PLEASE, NO ONE GET MAD
          
          I LOVE YOU ALL, AND COMMENT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO POST NEXT!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

HEY EVERYONE! I APOLOGIZE SO MUCH! I HAVE HAD A ROUGH FEW WEEKS AND HAVE WRITTEN AT SCHOOL TO KEEP MY MIND OFF SHIT! NOW, ALL I HAVE LEFT TO DO! IS POST IT HERE! AND I PROMISE I WILL GET THAT DONE ASAP!
          
          Now, as some of y'all know, I have a tendency of following new people. And I came across this person, @BookLover10381, she is writing two books at the same time and is actually posting almost every single day!
          
          Her books are AHMAZING! Soooo, if you want to check them out. Just look at this little lady and check her books out.. If you do that, I pinky promise do become more active..
          
          NOW, I DON'T USUALLY DO THIS. SO DON'T EXPECT THIS SHIT ANY OTHER TIME! BUT, I BELIEVE THAT HER BOOKS ARE BEING UNDERESTIMATED! 
          
          I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH AND I WILL BE MORE ACTIVE!!!!! 
          
          Ciao now! <3

GUYS I AM SOOO SORRY FOR BEING SO INACTIVE RECENTLY! IT'S JUST THAT I'VE HAD AN OVERWHELMING AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK (quite surprisingly, I just entered freshman year XD) AND BARELY HAD TIME FOR ANYTHING ELSE!!!
          
          
          GOOD NEWS IS THAT I HAVE A WEEK HOLIDAY, AND HOPEFULLY I WILL BE POSTING A NEW CHAPTER OF EACH OF MY STORIES EVERY DAY!!!
          
          YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST, IF I LOST SOME FOLLOWERS... THEN MEH, I DON'T MIND LOL

GUYS. I AM SOOO DAMN SORRY. I KNOW THAT I SAID I'LL UPDATE IN THE SUMMER BUT MY LIFE HAS BEEN SOOO HECTIC LATELY AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO INTERACT WITH MY NEW FOLLOWERS AND I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE BECAUSE THAT IS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO MY PERSONALITY!!!! LOOK, I'M GONNA PROOF-READ D,BAVAAW AND I WILL UPDATE ASAP!!!! I MIGHT MAKE CHANGES TO THE BOOK. IF YOU WANT THAT TO HAPPEN, PLEASE TELL ME. AND IF YOU DON'T, THEN DO THAT TOO. I'M THERE WITH A CLICK OF A FEW BUTTONS ON EITHER YOUR PHONE OR LAPTOP OR PC. I PROMISE I'LL TRY TO BE MORE ACTIVE IT'S JUST THAT MONTH IN MY RELIGION WHERE WE HAVE TO FAST AND I'M EITHER SLEEPING OR EATING. AND I'M SOOOO SORRY. I PROMISE YOU, FROM THE HEART OF MY BOTTOM ;), THAT I WILL MAKE THE NEXT CHAPTER FOR EACH OF MY BOOKS THE LONGEST 'CAUSE I WAS SO MEAN BECAUSE I WOULDN'T UPDATE. LOVE YA ALL ❤️❤️❤️

Okay guys. So I'm currently going through finals. AND when I'm done, I'm moving to the US. I'll try my hardest to update. I swear to god everytime my parents aren't home, my brother takes the laptop and I already have half of the next chapter of ITILY written on it. And I ask him for the laptop but he says no. And when he's out of the house, I type some more but then either my dad or mom come back and I have to stop typing. The reason I'm telling u guys this is because I don't want u to think that I'm not updating because 'I have a life' trust me I don't XD. Yeah, that's all I wanted to say. Ciao

If you have a low self esteem, I know a technique that can help you bring it up higher... If you want to know that technique.. plz send me a PM and I'll reply ASAP! I love you allll soooo effing much.... :*******

Okay! So, recently, I've found out about people who self harm. Well, people who I've known for a while. And I, myself, have once went under the power of weakness embedded into my body. If you self harm, please listen to me.. It WILL get better, if it doesn't. Then your life isn't over dead. Everyone believes that no one cares unless their dead, popular or beautiful. Well, that's soo NOT true! I care, and everytime I see new cuts on your wrists, I die a little in my heart, knowing I haven't done my job in protecting you. I can tell, that you've stopped, but I don't know when it could start again. I don't know, since I'm moving.. But, if you start again, I promise you I will do everything in my power to get the first flight back home to help you. To all my followers, if you have ANY kind of problems, please talk to me. I might not be much help to some people, but I hope I'll be good enough 
          That's the word, the one that keeps many moving forward. Hope. They have hope that they'll go on forward, they have hope that everything will change. And they make it. And to self harmers, you've made it all the way till now, this second, without killing yourself. You're still alive, and thus, your family are glad for that. Yes, your families care.. for those of you who have so many damn problems with your families, you're not the only ones. But, take it from me, your family cares. For example, I know someone who doesn't really get along with her mom. What happened is, she apologized for something she did and I think that they're patching things up.
          If people give you notes, throw words at you, harm you physically or mentally. Just, ignore them. Well, at least don't show THEM any emotions.. but don't torture your friends. Don't self harm for your friends, your family, me. for YOU! I don't do this occasionally, but the amount of people who self harm is getting higher with each passing generations, and it's killing me..

GUYS I AM SO EFFING SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING BUT MY LIFE IS A LITERAL MESS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I JUST HAD A FIGHT WITH SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME AND IT'S BREAKING ME APART AND @noura_bardan1 I WILL KILL U CUZ U ALREADY READ THIS SHIZ!
          
          
          Anyways, I sincerely am sorry and @niallerlover12345678 is looking over my shoulder at this :/ *looks over shoulder at the weird girl behind me* (ps: she just spat on meh!)

@noura_bardan1 no I did not watch The Walking Dead yet XD