Hello everyone, I am alive and ... sorry
I didn’t warn any of you about my stories being deleted, not even those of you who have dealt with my illness and continued to read and be patient with me.
I was wrong and I should have at least handed my stories off to someone else first.
I’m going to tell you all why, and give you an update but before I do that I have a few things to say, mostly in apology.
I read Fanfiction, just like all of you. I use it to cope and deal with my life... I use it to escape my illness, my depression, my job. I use Fanfiction to inspire me, to make me happy. And I know all you you do as well.
I know that if my favorite authors were to just... delete their stories I would feel horrible and empty... which is something I have done to you.
I didn’t mean to pull the proverbial rug out from under you, and vanish without a trace. That wasn’t planned or something I wanted to do.
I had increasingly been loosing my motivation to write, draw, and read... I had just been so tired day after day and only wanting to sleep.
I moved to a new state, away from all my family and friends. I got a new full time job, (even though my doctor told me not to work that much) and it was just draining for me.
That isn’t an excuse and I’m honestly very upset with myself for doing this to all of you, and for that, I can never apologize enough.
Getting back on here, I noticed that you were all so loyal to these stories, some saying it was your favorite... that — that made me happy, but also sad. I betrayed you all.
I’m going to now start re-writing (editing mostly) ALL of my deleted stories, and re-uploading them and updating them. I won’t say regularly but I’ll try my best.
Again, I am sorry and I hope that you all forgive me and continue to find joy in my writings.
A Million Apologies —Emberosia