Me

Oof, I've been gone for forever. Mostly because the app has been uninstalled. I do not care. Lol. To whomever cares...
          
          Summer has been busy. Between work and trying to throw a band together (let's not talk about that though... Tis hard...) I've been very busy. I play Paladins when I can. I'm growing more and more interested in Marilyn Manson, and he's inspiring a few of my band goals. 
          
          I haven't been going to the pool, and I wonder if I ever will. I meant to train for swimming with a friend, but it hasn't yet happened. Oh well. 
          
          I'm ready to return to school stronger. I no longer want to just exist. My personality should come out more than just people thinking I'm weird for a few comments I make. I intend to bring out my leader side and stand stronger in general. I haven't been good at feeling or loving or caring for awhile now, but I'm gonna make that an advantage. 
          
          I'm ready to channel my fears, my pains, and my anger into something beautiful. To grow from the worm I was. It's my time to erupt. I'm eager to begin.
          
          This was weird. Sorry. Lol.

Solo was great. WAY better than Rogue One. Not sure about the other two Disney ones yet though. Check it out; it's worth the watch.

What happened in Texas is wrong. Anyone that can bring themself to say otherwise is wrong. How many children need to be murdered before we do something?

Weekends are so freaking boring. I need something to do.

Life is exhausting

I want to know what my best and worst traits are. What little me things people like it dislike. I'm gonna start asking. If you see this: feel free to tell me what you like and hate about me. Don't be nasty, and stick to traits and the subject please, but I wanna know. Thanks. :)

You knew me at my worst. At my lowest. It's a shame that's all you'll ever see.

I forgot to do my work. Shoot. 

I'm working on translating Trees to guitar in a sorta pop-punk way. I really like it so far.

Stop saying "you walked into that" or "seriously, what did you expect?" or whatever else to me. I expected better. I trusted you. And you made a point to push me down or do whatever you did for whatever reason. I trusted you to be better, and you did not justify that trust. Yet I'm left being blamed, knowing I'll still trust you in the future. Because that's what I do. I know I always say it's hard to trust and stuff, but I trust pretty much everybody with a lot. Most don't deserve it. That's just who I am. Think about that next time you lie to me. I will always welcome you back eventually, even if I know it's bad for me. Please don't make it bad for me.