Catherine

I'm at that point now where the slightest things sets me off. Like 20 minutes ago my ass of a stepdad made me leave my schoolwork so I can go separate the washing. When I calmly asked him why he can't do it he just started yelling about how I'm the kid and I should just shut up and do it. He barely does fucking anything I cook, I clean, I take care of all the dogs including his dog. 
          	
          	Then when I say I'm busy with schoolwork or something he always wants to act like he does everything. He doesn't even have a fucking job. My mom works 3 jobs so he can sit on his ass all day and his piece of shit pervert of father can dig through me and my mom's underwear drawers when he assumes we're not home.
          	
          	 Point is after he yelled at me I got so angry I started laughing and crying at the same time. I am still sobbing uncontrollably now. I rarely get like this but when I do it usually leads to really high spikes in my depression and anxiety (undiagnosed because apparently nothing is wrong with me.(Eventhough I once had an anxiety attack in my history class which led to the teacher having to take me outside to calm me down(I also had one infront my friend's mom)
          	
          	No matter who tells them I probably have anxiety they refuse to take me to get it diagnosed.