Emi_sxz

If I hear these bitches mention politics one more time istg im gonna become the fireworks at this place cause wtfffff

Emi_sxz

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Soooo. 
          
          It’s the new year now, and I’m saying goodbye and good fucking riddance to 2023. 
          
          I hated that shit. I mean, I had fun, and I made friends, but I had like.. the worst anxiety in my life. I thought everyone (and that means EVERYONE! Including my damn roleplay crew) hated my guts and wanted me dead. Couldn’t go outside without closing the garage without fear of being robbed. Stressed every time I got a B.
          
          Am I still gonna do all that shit in 2024? Fuck yeah! It’s not like I can magically cure anxiety. So this year, and every year on as I get older and sadder, is gonna fucking suck, or at least not be “perfect” or even “great”. 
          
          I can’t say this shit on my main account where I’ve got 200+ followers, but on this little bitch with like 20? Hell yeah.
          
          I’m drained! I’m tired! I sit on my ass all day! I’m anxious! I don’t know what the actual hell I’m doing with my life! I’m LAZY! I can’t take a fucking step without reminding myself of what I should be doing.
          
          And yet somehow I’m supposed to pretend I’m like, the world’s most happy go lucky person? Fuck me.
          
          Happy damn new year everybody. And no. I don’t care if it’s the 2nd for you. It’s the 1st for me. 

Emi_sxz

You ever just hear someone talk about something or like.. read something they wrote about like a crazy event and you’re like “Oh $h!t. I’m not in this, but for some reason, my vain-brained self feels like I should be!” And then you like.. explode.. wHATEVER MORE ARCHER RENOVATIONS (I’m actually going insane). BUT LIKE KARLAS REVAMP IS EVERYTHING TO ME RIGHT NOW (i should be asleep and i am not awake by choice).

Emi_sxz

You ever just accidentally comfort someone but word it completely wrong, apologize profusely, delete the thing you said; and now NOBODY is replying to you and you’re spiraling? Yeah that’s kinda my situation right now. But hey, it’s my birthday, I might eat cake soon-

Rainyjoi2009

@ThatOneSeniorCitizen ehehehhe- 15 yro AJ is quite the scary prospect- so is 2024-
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Emi_sxz

@Rainyjoi2009 Thank you- and oh god I don’t wanna think about how near January is
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Rainyjoi2009

@ThatOneSeniorCitizen Happens way too much, yeah T-T 
            
            but happy birthday again! heh, we'll be the same age again in January >:]
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