Emile Picani

Guess who got the cops called on them 

CW vent
          
          I'm not dead
          I'm not fixed, but I'm not giving up yet
          I'm sick of saying that I still don't have anything done
          I hate telling friends I'm trying something just to give it up
          I'm still unsure of my emotional state
          I'm still incapable of focusing lately
          I don't feel like creating
          I'm tired of asking Google how to find motivation
          I don't think I've ever made
          Something that's as good as I'm capable of
          I struggle with decisions
          I wouldn't be my own friend
          I'm too inconsistent
          Without immense pressure nothing ever gets finished
          If these words make it to your ears it'll be a fucking miracle.
          I'm fortunate to know more good people than most do
          I wish I had more friends I could be physically close to
          I'm pretty good at like 20 different skill sets
          At the expense of never being great at any one of them
          I wish I could focus on what I define priority
          I wish I was as grateful as I want to be
          I wish I knew more people who were mentally stable
          But if I did,
          I wouldn't let them waste their time on me while I'm disabled
          I feel alone
          I know I'm not
          I used to talk to lots of people.
          Lately I've stopped
          They didn't deserve it,
          I've been a terrible friend.
          But I couldn't bear to let myself become boring to them
          I don't let myself get my hopes up.
          I love people who do.
          I never know if what I say I feel is the truth
          I distract myself with writing, waiting to get better
          I hate it
          I wanna do the most good, and prevent the most hurt
          But I've gotta put on my own oxygen mask first
          I can't predict what I'll do.
          I can never be sure
          I am terrified of making promises any more
          I can't face my work,
          I feel sick from the word
          I genuinely believe I'm capable of changing the world
          I still think I can get better
          I still think I can create and get pleasure from it
          I'll keep aiming to make my emotion and my logic agree
          And become the best version of me
          I don't want to stop!

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I have now discovered I am uncomfortable with people who have a partner rping smut with me

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I realized how little you guys know about me.
          So Im gonna reintroduce myself.
          
          Hi, my names Laura, im 13, im a witch, im a nonsexual age regressor, im a fander, and a roleplayer. Im panromantic asexual, and a demigirl.

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