@Emily_Maria12
Please listen too me before blocking me.. Its maddy..I know I have been a bad friend and I will be honest with you.. Ive been feeling really alone these past couple months.. more like the whole summer.. I go to a therapist now and the doctor has given me medicine too get out of my hole of depression. Im sorry that ive made you cry many of times.. i now know what it feels like to be left out.. lonely. I really do hope you can forgive me for what i have done. My heart shadders everytime I think about our friendship and how it has ended.. Im not asking for you too be my bestfriend again.. im just asking for forgiveness. I want to stop crying everynight because it feels HORRIBLE inside. My heart has shaddered into a million pieces and i dont know how longer i can live my life. Just promise me this one last thing.. life your life ; be happy ; no more crying.
To be honest I have lied too you, taylor, and josie all saying i have plans. But in reality im scared too go out side. I dont want too be the reason anyone crys anymore. Please at least unblock my number so i can have someone to talk too about my problems? I know im asking for alot.. ily emily.. And i hope one day.. we can be best friends again.
