Emily_as_Em

I already re read ‘the painting’. Atleast twice a year. But now after I re posted it on sep 2024, I didn’t read it. It’s been a year and I still didn’t re read it. For some reason I’m not getting the courage to go through that heart break. Even though in the past I liked that heart break feeling.  But not a single day I forgot it. Today I opened to read it and after prologue I continued continue it… 
          	
          	Hope I get the courage to read it again
          	

Btsffs_07

@Emily_as_Em hiii author where did you post chapter 22's smut part
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Piyaaa_227

@Emily_as_Em thankyou for reuploading it❤️
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Emily_as_Em

@Piyaaa_227 it’s the same one, the og from 2019. 
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crashthecrush12

Hello author
          Am an unknown to you and the same goes to me.
          Today(it's already midnight hehe) I stumbled on your work-- the painting-- which I had read a long time ago, almost 2 years back and I had forgotten about it but when the time I read it, it was my dearest book. 
          My love for that book and respect for your writing it had reached it's peak. 
          The emotions I felt--when I read at that time-- it all came rushing back like I was struck by a thunder. That feeling, every one of them, it was as new as if I finished reading it just now. 
          It felt like I had never forgotten, just momentarily slipped away from the creases of my mind. 
          It felt so refreshing yet the feeling of all the sadness, happiness, tears that I had shed when I read, what I felt....it just came back. 
          I wrote this post to you only to tell you just how amazing your writing is and how it has captured my heart. Has engraved, carved every emotion I  felt and I could never forget it Even if I want to. 
          I just wanted to appreciate just how talented and amazing you are. 
          Thank you for giving your precious time to reach this 
          Just remember you are loved and your work is loved as well. Silently, loudly. In every way. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

Emily_as_Em

I already re read ‘the painting’. Atleast twice a year. But now after I re posted it on sep 2024, I didn’t read it. It’s been a year and I still didn’t re read it. For some reason I’m not getting the courage to go through that heart break. Even though in the past I liked that heart break feeling.  But not a single day I forgot it. Today I opened to read it and after prologue I continued continue it… 
          
          Hope I get the courage to read it again
          

Btsffs_07

@Emily_as_Em hiii author where did you post chapter 22's smut part
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Piyaaa_227

@Emily_as_Em thankyou for reuploading it❤️
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Emily_as_Em

@Piyaaa_227 it’s the same one, the og from 2019. 
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Chikchikboom45

Author  I know it's been a long time since you posted the painting I really appreciate it with my whole heart even I and with me so many people cited while reading ther idea of yours of the heirloom was great a feeling of excitement and anticipation ran in my veins so may people are waiting for you to write it so do I. Please try if you can we will be thankful to you and if it's not possible it's okay just reply me and I still cherish the painting so much

Emily_as_Em

Hi, it’s been too long since I texted here. 
          I don’t know where else to go, so I’m writing this here- not because I think anyone can fix things, but because this place feel like home when the world feels cruel.
          
          I studied so hard, gave up sleep, pushed through pain, and finally earned a full scholarship to study in Taiwan. They were offering me everything: tuition, accommodation, food… all free. I thought I had finally done something worth making my dad proud. I thought this was my moment. 
          
          But now, two month in, they suddenly told me I have to pay the tution fee for my university here in India. No one told me that before, not even once. And when I asked about it, my teacher said I was being rude and difficult. That’s not true, I might harm my self but I can never be rude to others, how can she easily say this to me.
          
          I don’t have that kind of money. I haven’t even told my dad yet. I’m so scared. I don’t want to see disappointment in his eyes.
          
          I don’t want to be the burden child again. And I feel like everything is slipping away. My dream, my effort, my hope…. All of it. Should I vanish from everyone’s life with out a clue? I don’t want to face anyone after this.
          
          I’m not able to eat or sleep because of this. I hate feeling like this. I hate that my hands are shaking as I write this, I hate that my eyes failed to keep the tears in. I hate that no one seems to care, and I hate everyone and everything. Elders are so cruel to me. Humans are rude and bad.
          
          But something in me still writes this. Because maybe somewhere deep down, I still hope someone will listen. And maybe remind me that this moment won’t last forever.
          
          So… if you’re reading this, thankyou for being someone who feels safe to talk to - even from afar.

Bhoomichapter16

@Emily_as_Em .. Be strong like you are a warrior alwayds.. things will be in your way soon
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soyoung3012

@Emily_as_Em ...i can feel you✨️...we are there for u
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halcyeonnie

@Emily_as_Em Hi Em! As someone facing similar issues I understand what you're going through. But please don't hurt yourself or anything; I know it's hypocritical for me to say when I myself go to dark spaces whenever I get too worried. But one thing you need to understand and slowly come in terms with is that you're not alone. Yes, you're abroad and that means paying things would be more difficult due to currency value differences. Yes, you might feel like a burden - I feel like a burden to my parents too - but in the end it's only them who'll be with us. I think it's best you slowly talk to them and let them have an idea what you're going through. They might have better financial knowledge than us, which could help. Also try applying for student loans. (It'll be hell to finish paying them off, but at least you'll be able to finish studying and be somewhat stable enough to pay them off later in life). You're not alone, we're all here whenever you want to talk. You're not a burden. You're your parent's precious gift and our lovely author. May lord be with you to help you with your troubles and bring you to heights of success. Because, road to success - isn't well paved unless we pave :) love ya lots. take care.
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