Wow, you have been through a lot. I could never imagine how bad that must have been. I have been bullied before but never extremely so I almost cried for you when I read that you were repeatedly bullied. All I can say is be happy and live your life to the fullest! All bullies in the world are nasty, selfish people who find entertainment by beating up other kids and calling them names. Just wait a few years...then you'll see where those bullies will end up in the future.....NOWHERE. Be calm and try to live a prosperous life.