Happiness is beyond my level

To any of my followers who see this, please interact/respond:
          
          If i were to charge for requests/open commissions, would people be interested/able to? I'm currently broke and there's no sign of any interviews I've done favouring me.  I'm genuinely interested, be honest please

I think Dragon One-Shots needs a new cover. Its been at least 2 years since I've updated it

I wish everyone who believes in "straight safe places" a very unpleasant 2023 and rest of your life

As someone who considers themself probably too empathetic, it frightens me when I see ppl with absolutely no empathy on the internet. i see ppl saying "no" to forgiving student loans and others complaining about refugees "taking jobs" and such and it physically hurts like... how can you have no empathy for your fellow human being? i do not understand at all. those ppl seem to be the only i can't empathize with

wee rant. TW for homophia and just bad familial sh!t
          
          I feel like this christmas has to be my worst with regards to familial relationships. i get on great with my grandmother and at a dinner saw how much we have to sweep my uncle's sexuality under the rug for her. my aunt/godmother got quite petty and has been using others as messengers for when i do/say/don't say things that she wants. she's always left me on read for multiple weeks on end and today was the day that i finally blocked her to get some peace. moving away from home, earning my own money and starting college has definitely let my horizons grow and let me see that family isn't all what its about. just sucks that i know someone will absolutely hate that I'm doing what im doing with regards to my aunt and as for my grandmother, i'll surprise her one day with my girlfriend and then the ball will be in her court.
          just feeling really f*cked over like. they're my family. it'd be nice to get that "Unconditional love" that they(all catholic) go on and on about. would just be nice if my aunt actually showed she cared and talked to me or sparked a conversation. not like i wasn't working the from the 16th to the 24th and finishing at 10pm most nights with 6+ hour shifts. like xmas day was the first day i had off and she expected a thank you. thats not why gifts are given last i remembered. 
          i'm usually a very empathetic and grateful person but I had to give in at some point and give her the same treatment she's given me.

Is anyone else having stupid problems with Discord rn? Like it's failing to tell me when someone sent me a message when the channel is open and it won't be until I close the app and open it it'll come up? And liek it causes enough of a problem tahtbut hurts the other persons feelings bc ut also saying you're going idle when the app is still open and your texting and saying the other person is offline when they're literally texting you? 
          
          Is it fucking anyone else over? Or just my unfortunate ass?

Update on the laptop situation: I was fortunate enough to get a replacement. I've got a lot of assignments so I don't know if I'll be releasing anything for the next few weeks. But updates will be sooner that previous 

My laptop is unrepairable so no updates for... A very long time apparently 

Okay so my laptop is completely screwed for the near future so there won't be any updates for the time being on anything and I've git end of semester stiff coming up. I've git lots planned though so when all is fixed I'll be posting 

No updates this week due to a mad amount of assignments and I f*cked up my laptop. Hopefully soon I'll have something for Shruikan's Rider and Dragon One-Shots