Emma_loves_BTS

seen the new hybe account in wattpad? :))

Emma_loves_BTS

hey guys...idk...i would be keeping my laptop in my mother's house when school starts, which is after my christmas holidays.so maybe, if im not able to get any other medias to use wattpad, i might delete this account and all my stories, bcz i gave up on everything i had. im not  being a singer (maybe a writer) and i think im withdrawing from this fandom. i love bts a lot, but ill have to move on. guess now's the time. but ill only do all of this if the laptop is kept here. and if it is, this would be goodbye. ill miss yall. thank you to the ones who supported me all the way. i hope your accounts in wattpad would be successful :')
          fin ❤

Emma_loves_BTS

i think i might have made a slight mistake...
          i just did self harm, again. :(
          not like that cutting your wrist or stuff, i dont do that bcz the knives in my home are totally disgusting.
          no, i kinda...put a small peice of soap in my mouth. it kinda gives me a stomach ache and also it always rips the skin inside my mouth so my mouth hurts rn. :(
          and my dad just scolded me for no reason. like, he's always rude and cold to my mom, but he's good enough to us and the times he does get angry at me, i hate him :\
          idk...pls comment on the last announcement. i really need tips...or teraphy bcz im unholy and weird even if am a kid...

Emma_loves_BTS

i just got a harsh slap by reality. i was writing a story yesterday and then the net suddenly finished. i asked my sister to recharge it, bcz her online classes restarted again bcz of some difficulties and there wasnt enough net for me to do stuff left. but then she very rudely said no and said a lot of insulting things to me, like im hopeless and im just using singing and writing as an excuse to use laptop. then when i went for my bath, i heard her crictisising about me to my mom very harshly and it made me sad. :(  
          then i realsied that i dont have any leads to get a writing or singing carrer in the future. idk if i should giv up or not. pls give me some opinions. there are no music schools or writing schools (or whatever the called) near my place. and my parents wont allow me to go for studies too far and my family mocks my dreams. should i continue trying to get a career to sing and write or should i give up and just try something else. (nothing interests me except english and bts- and a lil but of anime and drawing) :(((