lil rae cold

Don't know if I'ma always feel the way that I feel or some day I can learn to  be happy or maybe I can't be .

Thinking of writing poetry ! 
          Although I suck at the entire aspect of writing ,
          
          Poetry :-)

Just got back from Canberra Australia four day's ago and today it's on fire , it's such a sad news   , we should all pray for Australia 

Thanks for the follow, cool bio.

I was being interviewed once for a magazine and the lady who was carrying out the interview asked me an unexpected question , she was like 
          "Edison, it's a well known fact that you have a lot of money for a kid your age , and another known fact is that no one knows where you get all that  money from , since you've bluntly refused to disclose your line of work to the public , so tell me , who do you want  be ? "
          The question hit me really hard , I mean I never expected anyone to ask me who I wanna be , because all this while I thought I'm already who I wanna be  , then an answer hit me and I replied the journalist saying 
          "I don't know,  because who I am and who I wanna be can not connect"
          

What's your definition of success ?
          @yusrawrites @thelittlemissfox 

 The older I get, I feel like I'm always tryna save time Talkin' to the voices in my head, they make me think twice Tellin' me it doesn't mean it's wrong because it feels right I'm scared that one day I wake up and wonder where the time go Talk about the past like it's the present while I rock slow I'll sit in the living room and laugh with kids of my own And tell 'em  If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain I wish you woulda told me If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change I wish somebody woulda told me If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away

Once upon a time we're all we had Maybe that's what drew us To each other, it was true love Shit, we never knew was possible We might have loved each other too much And maybe that's what made us do what We did to each other, all the screw-ups 'Cause you always thought that you was more in love with me And I was thinkin' I was more in love than you was For all the times that we thought it worked 'Til we saw how wrong we were When the dust settles now and all the dirt If I touch the rawest nerve  All I want is for us not to hurt

300k followers on instagram and just 10 followers on wattpad 
          I'm impressed or should I say I'm flattered 
          Lmao 
          I just love reading and writing 

I was sitting on my couch today and this question came to my mind .
          What's the first step to success ?
          The most surprising thing is that even though I was perplexed by the question an answer came to my mind,  I said to myself ...
          "The first step to success is getting up from your comfort zone and taking that first step" 
          My name is "Edison Emmanuel " and today I'm taking that first step .