《Emmy_DoesGacha》

Hey Everyone! Happy Holliday's! Just wanted to announce that I am (unofficially) back! And I have so much to announce! I have officially been revived due to rbb season 3 

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Holy shit my favourite book just ended and I have no idea if I'm gonna cry or be happy THE STORY WAS SO GOOD ISTG-

Happy Pride Month everyone! I made a new book, Ill update it once In a while and if you could check it out that would be amazing! 
          
          The link is attached below:
          
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          https://www.wattpad.com/story/312725153-%E1%B4%8A%E1%B4%9Cs%E1%B4%9B-%E1%B4%80-%CA%99%E1%B4%9C%C9%B4%E1%B4%84%CA%9C-%E1%B4%8F%D2%93-%CA%80%E1%B4%80%C9%B4%E1%B4%85%E1%B4%8F%E1%B4%8D-%E1%B4%9B%CA%9C%E1%B4%8F%E1%B4%9C%C9%A2%CA%9C%E1%B4%9Bs-%E1%B4%80%C9%B4%E1%B4%85-%CA%9F%C9%AA%C9%B4%E1%B4%87s

!! VENT !! 
          
          Its just look- you love having those memories and feelings but something happened and it suddenly changed. You first wanted your feelings back and tries to chase it but while chasing it you realize maybe you don't want it but you thought those feelings were important and you really really wanna have it back but in the same time you don't. you have the opportunity to grab it or leave it. You instead sit down and try to clear things out while your feelings are hanging from the edge.
          
          You try to figure it out, yet it never works. You tried asking for advice yet you still don't. know.
          
          the person on who you have those memories on has changed and you miss the old them. but no matter how hard you try, you just fail. So, you are left hanging from a decision you must decide. you think that fate is in that decision so you must choose wisely.
          
          you feel you dont have much time left and you just sit there. waiting.
          
          So time went on and you decided to get the feelings because you cant let that person go. you didn't know how much time you sat there thinking but when you came back, the person who you had those feelings for already has someone else. So you regretted your choice and tries to get rid of those feelings, but no matter what you do you just cant. Its like a curse, everytime you see this person you just give in to that feeling, and then you realize that person has changed so you started to have more and more feelings added until everything is mixed up and then you just become into a mess. Everytime you  have the choice you just keep choosing your feelings and the cycle just repeats over and over and over again until, you decided its time to switch but you still don't know when. So until you figure out, the cycle continues and the pain never ends.
          
          Ill update this story when Im feeling something, this story is just my way to describe how I feel.

Hello people I just remembered that I still haven't uploaded shit so I will be writing from time to time the chapter will prob release at early April or mid April and then once my summer vaca starts I will try to write more chapters asap. So yeah Ill probably be dead but who cares goodbye :D

GURLIE WHY DIDNT U TELL ME U HAD WATT????

Okay so I might not post chapter two anytime sooner. Theres alot been going on and I think I might have to pause the book for now. Im really sorry! I just need to figure out how to keep my yt channel alive and this alive and also find a way to have more free time. I hope you all understand and Ill try to update on whats going on^^ 
          
          -Emmy/Lei ♡♡