EmoAndAnimeTrash

Well guess who just turned 19… this feels crazy honestly. Gonna take a few hours to hit me fully but it feels unreal rn

EmoAndAnimeTrash

I’m sorry for not updating any fanfics lately, I just haven’t had any motivation to honestly and I don’t have any ideas currently. I’m kinda burnt out with everything rn, like I love reading and I can’t even sit down and read a single page rn. I don’t even have the motivation to work on jewelry for my business. I’m truly hoping after graduation I’ll be able to get back into things but I’ll also be starting my internship after graduation so I won’t have much free time till that’s over.

EmoAndAnimeTrash

He wants to just be friends…

EmoAndAnimeTrash

@AutomaticLoveletter its okay, I’ve taken it hard especially considering I had gotten my hopes up even though I had a gut feeling that would happen but I’m here
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AutomaticLoveletter

@EmoAndAnimeTrash Aw, I'm sorry. ( ´・・)ノ(._.`)
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EmoAndAnimeTrash

I fell so shitty, my friend is venting to the guy I like (me and him adopted my friends) but I can’t help but feel anxious thinking that I’ve gone to far but I can’t say anything because it’s like I’m too scared to speak up. I was just looking forward to this call especially after how upset I was earlier. 

AutomaticLoveletter

@EmoAndAnimeTrash Take some deep breaths and try to relax. Stressing over it will just make you feel worse.  (~ * w * )~♥
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EmoAndAnimeTrash

So I’m talking to this guy and I really like him but I’m so nervous whenever we talk because I like him so much 

EmoAndAnimeTrash

@Crystal2030487 thank you! So far it seems like we both want to date but we wanna make sure we’ll last so we’re taking it slow
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Crystal2030487

@EmoAndAnimeTrash  understandable. Hope you two get together and are very happy :)
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EmoAndAnimeTrash

Well my crushes friend messaged me and asked me to quit talking to my crush because I’m making them uncomfortable. All I’ve said to them is “hey (name) you’re cute” and then asked how their day was. I mean I’m gonna listen regardless of if he’s being serious or just doesn’t want me around them because I don’t want to make them uncomfortable I just wanted to get comfortable enough with them to ask them out. 

EmoAndAnimeTrash

@Crystal2030487 probably but I’m just giving him space to be safe, I mean it is kinda weird for me to have a crush on him anyway because I’m 18 and he’s almost 17. Obviously I didn’t know he was 16 when I first met him it was only after I had a crush on him that I found out about his age
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Crystal2030487

@EmoAndAnimeTrash yeah I think the friend is just being an ass. People are like that sometimes. Idk why tho.
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EmoAndAnimeTrash

Apparently they also don’t like me and have been hinting at it, I’ve had 2 interactions with them. Their brother’s girlfriend said they are the type of person to tell me straight up rather than get someone else to, and she thinks their friend is just be an ass like normal but idk
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EmoAndAnimeTrash

I’m reading this Chuuya fic and the reader starts bouncing their leg so he puts his hand on their leg so the bouncing isn’t as bad. The funny thing is when ever my aunt is sitting beside me and I start bouncing my leg she does that. Tho I think she automatically assumes it’s my anxiety but it’s 50/50 wether it’s that or I just have a lot of energy