I'm 18 and  I like to  read cause it takes me to another place where I don't hurt or feel any pain, another world to distract me in a way. I also listen to music to escape as well. 

Bands:
I prevail
Breaking Benjamin
Panic! At The Disco
Pierce The Veil
All Time Low
Escape The Fate 
My Chemical Romance
Bring Me The Horizon

*This world will never be what I expected, and if I dont belong, who would've guess it?*

*Hush little baby, don't you cry, don't cut your arms, don't say goodbye. Put down that razor, put down that knife, it may be hard but you'll win this fight* 

*Mirror mirror, on my wall, 
I just want to be thin, pretty, and tall.
Mirror mirror, if I change my hair,
Maybe someone will start to care?
Mirror mirror, if I starve myself,
At least I'll be beautiful, forget my health.
Mirror mirror, if I cut my wrists,
Will I feel like I exist?
Mirror mirror, don't you see?
What you show, is ruining me.*