Emo_And_Anime
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Cas died two years ago today. I came back to post on here. I miss him and I love him. I read through every comment he ever made on my book... Cas was something special. I believe the world only gets so many people like him. He was kind and forgiving, and he loved people unselfishly. He loved them not because he'd get something out of it- not for being loved back- but because he was unselfish and simply wanted to love people. He had a free spirit that even his illness couldn't contain. He was bubbly up until his very last moments, when all of that was taken away by his own hand. However, instead of remembering how he died, I want to remember all of the amazing things he did. He was an inspiration, despite his eventual fall. If you knew Cas, I want you to remember him that way too. As an inspiration. I aspire to love like he did, and never let things get me down.
-jaehyunni
oh my... i teared up while reading this. this is so powerful and so sweet - hopefully you'll see this. i've had two friends on here pass away. one had cancer, and the other... she took her life. i've never found another profile, or anybody else that has experienced the loss of a best friend, lover, friend, or what you will on this app, so i bless you. may they all rest in peace ♡
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-jenologist
i miss u berry much
Emo_And_Anime
@-jenologist Hey bean, I was worried about you but I saw about your hiatus. It’s crappy that your mom got a new car instead of letting you get therapy, but thank gosh for your friend. You can vent to me as well if you need to/want to. I’ve already told you I’m here for ya, and I mean it. I am okay. I got my wisdom teeth out yesterday. Frankie came to visit me afterward to make sure I was okay, so that was very nice and made my day better. I’ve also gotten a job (with Frankie lollll). I guess a lot has kinda happened since you went on hiatus. I was depressed for like a week but I’m beginning to feel better. Lots of stuff to work through. Hope you’re well and continue to get better each day. Xoxoxo
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-jenologist
i haven't been getting therapy. for a while, we were thinking abt getting me a therapist but my mom decided on buying a new car instead :/ and new car means new monthly car payments. so instead, i have a friend who's letting me vent to her. that sounds nice !! i haven't been able to hang out with anyone in a while T^T anyways, how are you? i'm sorry, i was on hiatus for a bit bc i was scared my mom was going to find out abt my wattpad accounts ;-;
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Emo_And_Anime
@-jenologist Have you been getting therapy?? I know you talked about your old therapist. I’m doing pretty well these days. I go out with friends like every other day so that’s a good distraction.
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-jenologist
hey, bun ): my dms have deadass stopped loading. idk if it's my wifi or my phone but i'm pretty pissed abt it. on monday, i'm going to get on my laptop while my mom is at work and see if they work on that, but if they don't,, guess i'll die c: anyways, i thought i'd let you know cause it's literally been like idek how long since we last talked and i am becoming Griff Deprived™️
-jenologist
shsjfj i guess so ? okay, that's good lmao. i'm glad you weren't too worried ;-;
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Emo_And_Anime
@-jenologist Lolol they’re worried about you too then. :) It’s alright, I saw you were posting so I knew you weren’t dead, which brought me great comfort ;;
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-jenologist
it's honestly really frustrating. and ahsjjfkf omg i doubt that– i just have a lot of friends who spam me with 6 texts in a row, so i think that might've done something. idk. i'm sorry to worry you ;-; i meant to comment on your mb sooner, but i ended up forgetting every time and i feel bad T^T
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-jaehyunni
yoyo check my recent announcement on @-jenologist because pErHaPs yOu WErE MenTiOnED :))
-jenologist
gRIFF IT'S SARAH
Emo_And_Anime
@-jenologist HELLO SARAH. XD Yes that makes sense. Did you get my message on your message board about how I lub you? XD
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-jenologist
when i have time, i'll reply to your dm but then i'll copy and paste it into the dm on this account to you i hope that makes sense
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-jaehyunni
i lub u
-jaehyunni
griff !! i'm sorry i haven't responded to your dm yet ;-; i hardly use this account anymore (i usually just post my announcements n that's it), so i'm sorryyy. i have my reply in my drafts tho, so dw ! i'll reply soon ><
-jaehyunni
dood, i can't access our convo in the inbox and i'm t e r r i f i e d
-jaehyunni
nvm, pfft. it was saying "user does not exist" and then i came here, tried again, and then it said "you cannot reply to this conversation" and i was sO scared-
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thanks for the follow!