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i don’t think people know the real reason why i keep long-ish nails. 

guys i got a new phone and i love it so much- 
          
          (iphone xr)

i’m so genuinely sad/depressed right now. this. fecking. sucks.  

logan paul better not pull that dead body shit again this year. 

sorry i don’t know what that was about gn kiddos

my cousin (different cousin than last post oh the board thing) used to make fun of me for not wanting to spend the night at her house because i didn’t want to leave my mom. well, easy for her to say. her parents aren’t divorced, she doesn’t have trust issues, and me and my mom now realize that i had/still do have separation anxiety. so f•<k you, ramsey. 

i just found out about cousin. he died tonight from a fractured neck. i love you, carter. you’re in a better place now. 

also sorry for updating two chapters at the same time. i had written like three chapters at once and copied them all on the same chapter, then i had to put them in separate chapters if that makes sense. (no, it doesn’t.) but i just felt like i don’t update a lot so i should get out the chapters as soon as possible. 

today is going to be a lovely day because i have theatre, chorus, and social studies. 

all my friends are ignoring me and spending time together.