Emo_Space_Unicorn

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Emo_Space_Unicorn

(Part one) 
          Yeah, look
          Let me tell you about a kid named Steven
          He's slowly running out of things to believe in
          Every couple of months his mom leaves him,
          for no good reason his step-dad beats him
          Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them,
          but recently they don't want anything to do with him
          Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall,
          he just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah
          Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed
          He needs guidance and advice but instead
          he only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh
          It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be OK
          'Cause his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel,
          but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey
          He keeps quiet in the back of the class
          and when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast
          scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home
          'Cause its happened in the past so
          He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips
          but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists
          Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars
          and say look you're the reason that I've done this
          Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began
          But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him
          Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah
          His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd
          He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame
          no, he's not too proud
          Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what?
          Little did he know that every time he did a line,
          every time he lit a joint, he 
          every time he took a shot he would set the mode,
          So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now
          Doors locked, music up, with his lights out
          He just takes another toke til his room fills with smoke

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(Part two) 
          
          5-6-7 hours til he knocks out
          Now he started stealing pills from his mom
          8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone
          and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade,
          but the high fades too after not too long
          and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him
          that these god damn drugs won't fix him
          Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore
          Now he's talking to God 'cause he's the only one that gets him
          On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying
          "God I know we haven't talked in a long time
          but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something
          just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and
          I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength
          to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now.
          I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it.
          'Cause there's gotta be a better way than suicide.
          Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine.
          But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid
          of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad
          and to top it off no one even knows that"
          That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk
          and got a pen and a notepad
          He just couldn't see it getting any better
          So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do
          But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters
          One to his step-dad, one to his mother,
          couple to the kids at school, one to his brother
          Bringing them the pain that they once brought him
          tear drops on the paper one after another
          Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty.
          'Cause I'm broken now and you can't heal me
          And now you're all an accomplice in murder
          each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me
          So the reason that I'm writing you this evening,
          is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving
          But don't hold your breath 'cause I ain't never coming back
          Sincerely yours, Steven

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[Spoken in reverse:]
          Forever cursed in love are the observant
          Forever a slave to the detail
          
          He says, "Oh, baby girl, you know we're gonna be legends
          I'm the king and you're the queen and we will stumble through heaven
          If there's a light at the end, it's just the sun in your eyes
          I know you wanna go to heaven but you're human tonight."
          
          And I've been sitting at the bottom of a swimming pool
          For a while now, drowning my thoughts out with the sounds
          
          But do you feel like a young god?
          You know the two of us are just young gods
          And we'll be flying through the streets with the people underneath
          And they're running, running, running
          But do you feel like a young god?
          You know the two of us are just young gods
          And we'll be flying through the streets with the people underneath
          And they're running, running, running again
          
          (and we'll be running, running, running again)
          (and we'll be running, running, running)
          
          He says, "Oh, baby girl, don't get cut on my edges
          I'm the king of everything and oh, my tongue is a weapon
          There's a light in the crack that's separating your thighs
          And if you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight."
          
          And I've been sitting at the bottom of a swimming pool
          For a while now, drowning my thoughts out with the sounds
          
          But do you feel like a young god?
          You know the two of us are just young gods
          And we'll be flying through the streets with the people underneath
          And they're running, running, running
          But do you feel like a young god?
          You know the two of us are just young gods
          And we'll be flying through the streets with the people underneath
          And they're running, running, running again
          
          (and we'll be running, running, running again)
          (and we'll be running, running, running)

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There’s 7 billion 46 million people on the planet
          And most of us have the audacity to think we matter
          Hey, you hear the one about the comedian who croaked?
          Someone stabbed him in the heart, just a little poke
          But he keeled over ‘cause he went into battle wearing chain mail made of jokes
          Hey, you hear the one about the screenwriter who passed away?
          He was giving elevator pitches and the elevator got stuck halfway
          He ended up eating smushed sandwiches they pushed through a crack in the door
          And repeating the same crappy screenplay idea about talking dogs 'til his last day
          Hey, you hear the one about the fisherman who passed?
          He didn’t jump off that ledge
          He just stepped out into the air and pulled the ground up towards him really fast
          Like he was pitching a line and went fishing for concrete
          The earth is a drum and he’s hitting it on beat
          The reason there’s smog in Los Angeles is ‘cause if we could see the stars
          If we could see the context of the universe in which we exist
          And we could see how small each one of us is
          Against the vastness of what we don’t know
          No one would ever audition for a McDonalds commercial again
          And then where would we be?
          No frozen dinners and no TV
          And is that a world we want to text in?
          Either someone just microwaved popcorn
          Or I hear the sound of a thousand people pulling their heads out of their asses in rapid succession
          The people are hunched over in Boston
          They’re starting app stores and screen printing companies in San Francisco
          They’re grinning in Los Angeles like they’ve got fishhooks in the