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I recently started listening to "Before You Go" by Lewis Capaldi and I swear it's the only song I can remember to ever make me cry. I forgot I could do that! It's been too long since I actually cried over my actual experiences not just a TV show or stress...

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Ok so @Omq_ItzRanch (I hope I spelt that right) wanted to see this, so here it is. Background info: my parents divorced when I was 6 or 7 and I haven't been able to see my dad in person since. We talk on things like Skype and discord when I'm playing WOW with him, but sometimes there will be long breaks in between our conversations. Anyways, this is what I wrote. 
          
          I have a lot of great memories with daddy. Now that he's gone I feel like part of me is missing. I spent most of my time with daddy before he left and because of that I picked up a lot of his actions and he wasn't the best role modle in the world. Now because I picked up a lot of his actions they're afecting me in was I am not 100% sure I can fix. I just wish that I had only picked his good actions not his bad actions because his bad actions that I picked up were stuff like not working, not listening, being glued to electronics, and much much more that I can't think of at the moment. What I am trying to say is that dad gave me some bad things (mentily) that I can't remone but that I can do my best to work around. I miss my daddy and I wish that I could talk to him again. It's been around 8 months that I have last seen daddy and that was on Skype. I want to tell him everything that has happened since we last spoke to each other. I really want to see him in person as well but I am afraid that if I see him in person again I will never want to leave him. I wish daddy and mommy never got divorced. That was one of the worst days of my life. I would pay mommy to let me visit daddy.
          
          Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes. I was 10 when I wrote this.

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Have you ever looked back on something you did when you were younger and thought something like, "That's pretty deep for a kid that age." I was putting something in my notes on my Google account I've had since I was maybe 6 or 7, and I decided to look back on some of the things I wrote in it. I found this thing I wrote when I was 10 and it shocked me how deep I was thinking into this very sad topic that had been on my mind. If anyone is interested, I'll post what I wrote on here for you guys to see. I just figured I'd get this out.

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@Omq_ItzRanch is that a yeah kinda to the question or wanting to see what I wrote
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⚠️"The 100: Season 7" Spoilers!!!⚠️
          
          
          
          
          
          Ok, so I just watched the first episode and I'm not sure if I want Russell Prime to die or not because of him being controlled by Sheidheda. Especially considering the fact that Sheidheda seemed very happy when Clarke announced that Russell would be killed the next day. Why is the psycho happy?!?!?!
          
          Also, WHAT HAPPENED TO BELLAMY!!!!