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@TariniTiwari ok so for some reason wattpad decided to send that one anyway, EVEN THOUGH I WASN'T FINISHED!! ok *deep breath* I'd love to see some pictures of Delhi, I bet it's beautiful. I'll take your advice about getting Brooke's number, I hope it works :-S omg I'm so scared and I don't even have to see her until Saturday! Markiplier is really funny, I love his FNAF series, as did about 50 million other people apparently, according to the view count! I have no idea how many singers there are in LA, but I bet it's quite a few! I actually want to be in a rock band, singing and maybe playing guitar. But my dad told me that playing guitar is really hard. Actually, piano isn't that hard, because all it is is pressing keys XD
          A pile of hugs and electric guitars!
          -Naomi xx

@TariniTiwari I really want to meet you too! It's so not fair that we live in such different places! Hindi weddings last for a MONTH?! I never knew that! To be honest, that's pretty awesome, but it must cost a CRAP TON of money! I'm sure the play will be awesome, I'm glad you like theater as much as me! I just love how you can just put yourself into the shoes of someone else, and not be judged for how you portray them. I wish I could just get up on a stage and say all the things going on in my head and not be judged, but unfortunately, some people in my school hate me and just generally are horrible, so I'm not exactly going to spill my heart on stage for them to bully me about it later. Did that make ANY kind of sense?! XD I think it would be awesome if we got each other's numbers, but I'll put it in a message after this, cause anyone can see these, and I don't want ANYONE knowing my number. If you message me back telling me you've got it, then I'll delete it.

@TariniTiwari yeah, we aren't friends. She's just horrible and not worth my time. Same here! I really love talking to you, I just wish we lived nearer each other :'( I hope your play goes well and that it's not TOO stressful! Have an awesome time in Delhi, and I honestly don't mind if the replies are short, just talking to you is really nice anyway! Brooke is really lovely, and I'm gonna try and ask for her number on Saturday. Note 'TRY'. I'm INCREDIBLY awkward around people I like, but I'll tell you if I've succeeded XD from what I've heard, LA is AMAZING. Markiplier (this youtuber I like watching) lives there and the views are AWESOME. Plus, it offers way more options for record deals than over here. That's so not fair that you don't do music anymore! It's my lifeblood, I can't get enough of it! I sing all the time, and I play piano. I'm gonna start learning guitar soon, so that's going to be fun! 
          Tons of guitars and Brooke's phone number!
          -Naomi xx

@TariniTiwari Ugh I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN! She was always going on about her current boyfriend, and the relationships rarely lasted more than two or three weeks. I remember one time when I wanted to text her boyfriend about a surprise party I was planning for her (but of course I couldn't tell her that), so I asked for his number, and she over reacted so much that she started screaming at me that I wanted go take her boyfriend away from her, and no amount of explaining would make her shut up. She then told EVERYONE that I was trying to steal her boyfriend away from her. Thanks a bunch. Ugh. And also thank you SO MUCH for listening to my insane ramblings, it's really nice to talk to someone who actually cares and knows what I'm talking about :) her name is Brooke and she's just really sweet *blushes insanely hard* she has really long dark brown hair, like down to her waist, and dark brown eyes, and she likes Marvel, P!ATD, FOB, and The All American Rejects. She's not afraid to be herself, and I WISH I could be like that! We were messing around last week, and the song Marvin Gaye came on. She started stroking my cheek and staring into my eyes, mouthing the words. I'm pretty sure I resembled a human tomato! Spanish is probably the only language I'm good at, but I find it kinda boring if I'm honest. But I plan to move to LA when I'm older, so knowing Spanish would come in handy. But I had music after that *punches air in victory* so it's all good!
          A truck full of hugs and awkward cheek stroking XD
          -Naomi xx

@TariniTiwari Ugh, pda is just THE WORST. And yeah, I get what you mean about feeling too young, but LOADS of girls at my school, and just generally girls I know, have boyfriends. One ex-friends (she tried to break off my friendships with other people) had boyfriends from the age of 11. But um... actually I'm not even worrying about getting a boyfriend... I kinda have my eye on a girl at my drama class on Saturdays 0///0 I know what you mean about being insecure. I'll get over it... eventually. And thank you for being so lovely, sometimes I have really terrible days and I just load all of my problems onto other people. So sorry about that... Anyway, lunch is about to end and I need to go to Spanish (ugh) 
          So a bucketful of hugs and annoying pda XD 
          -Naomi xx

@TariniTiwari Ugh, Valentines Day, don't remind me. It's basically the one day a year when pda is accepted. And trust me, that's NOT a good thing. I mean seriously, since when was it ok to go around town, IN PLAIN VIEW OF EVERYBODY ELSE, with your hand down the back of your significant other's jeans?! IT ISN'T!!! I seriously hate Valentine's Day. It just reminds me that nobody outside my family has ever called me pretty (and let's be real here, family HAVE to say you're pretty or they're not fulfilling their job as a liar), and nobody has ever asked me out on a date, I've never been kissed, and I've never had a boyfriend in my life. So there's that. But there IS one good thing. It's the one day a year that I won't be yelled at for staying inside. I can eat as much ice cream, play video games, and watch as much youtube as I want, because EVERYONE KNOWS it's the one day of the year that makes me the most depressed. It's also the one day a year that roses are HORRIFICALLY overpriced. I feel sorry for people buying roses. And hey, I honestly don't mind if your replies are short. Just seeing that someone halfway across the world cares enough to acknowledge my existence is, to me at least, mind boggling. And about my self esteem, it will go up... a little... eventually. OH WHO AM I KIDDING?! I rewatched my first video yesterday, and I have to admit, I hated what I saw. My hair and face looked disgusting, my arms looked really fat and horrible, and frankly, I was glad you couldn't see my legs. I honestly hate what I see when I look in the mirror, but I think I've kind of accepted it. Sort of. I don't really know to be honest, but I hope that one day, I can look in the mirror and think 'you know what? I'm ok looking. I'm not the hideous, ugly monster I thought i was.' But, if I'm completely honest, I don't think that day even exists. BUT ANYWAY!! ENOUGH MOPING AND WHINING!!
          A ton of hugs and overpriced roses!
          -Naomi xx

@TariniTiwari the browsing position is my life in three words. I think I might actually have a sofa crease of my own XD ! I'm really glad you understand now about what actually happens regarding sexuality over here. I guess it all came piling out because of my situation. Sorry about that btw! I think it's DISGUSTING that people wouldn't even listen to that guy. Sometimes I think the world is progressing so slowly, we might as well be going backwards! I don't think being around homophobes and idiots who think looking like a stick is a good idea, is going to be good for my self esteem either! Don't even get me STARTED on my brother waking up at the crack of dawn. He once woke me up at three in the morning, because he'd 'had a bad dream'. ARE YOU KIDDING ME, HE'S TWO YEARS OLDER THAN ME! YET HE ACTS LIKE A SIX YEAR OLD!! *cough* sorry, I'll stop ranting. I really don't get why anyone would sacrifice sleep for exercise. You're so lucky to live in a place where it doesn't rain every day XD sorry I didn't reply for ages, I was at my friend's house, and she wouldn't give me a break from youtube to reply! *has a mental breakdown from wattpad withdrawal*
          A ton of hugs and childish brothers (ugh)
          -Naomi xx (ooh also I forgot to say, I found your youtube channel! I love your videos, I've watched all of them and I feel like a stalker, but I think you're really funny!)

@TariniTiwari procrastination is KEY. Don't underestimate your craving for the browsing position (I'm so sarcastic what am I doing) I'm rubbish at time management too! I don't know what happens when I have to do a project for school or something, because I swear I have to do it all the night before, which basically leads to me staying up until about three in the morning. NOT FUN. I get what you said about not really having to 'understand' as such about sexuality, and how it should just generally be that way, but I have to disagree somewhat. All four of my grandparents are EXTREMELY homophobic, and to be honest, I'm kind of surprised that their views didn't affect me as a kid. I think it's just a huge relief to find someone else who I don't need to explain stuff to, because most people I meet at my school have a very skewered view on sexuality. I actually once walked into a classroom, and a bunch of girls were sitting near the back, plaiting each others hair, or on their phones. I was just going to dump my bag on the floor and leave to get lunch, because bags aren't allowed in the lunch hall for whatever stupid reason. But anyway, as I turned to leave, I DISTINCTLY heard one of the girls say 'I hate gay people. I would never want to be gay, or lesbian. It's disgusting, they're all going to hell.' AND THE OTHER GIRLS AGREED WITH HER. That's the kind of environment I'm in at school, and I've already told you what happened when I told my dad, so I think I just get a massive sense of relief when people don't judge me on that, because so many people have already. I know EXACTLY what you mean about plant people! My brother is like that, he spends most of the day outside, reading or whatever. I don't understand it! Actually, you know what? I'm gonna call him Plant Boy now! I hate the grey dark skies too, but they go away pretty quickly, so I'm not worried! Also, 40 degrees on BAD DAYS?! I feel so sorry for you, make sure you don't melt! 
          Loads of hugs and grey skies!
          -Naomi