I got a bad concussion a few weeks ago, and it's restricting me from doing a lot. I apologize for not telling you guys. It's fucked me up and honestly with all my restrictions I completely forgot about alerting you lot. Forgive me.
I'm not allowed to:
- read
- write
- look at a screen
- study
- take tests
- exercise
I am allowed to:
- eat
- sleep
- take baths
- die
It may seem like a ball, and it kind of is honestly, but I've gained 6 pounds in the past 3 weeks (and I never gain weight). It's not about body image as much as it is about being healthy. I can't do any of my favourite things. I swear to god, this is so much torture.
But I kind of like it because I get to miss school and sleep.
Problems I'm Having:
- I'm a person who can read 200 pages in a day and I'm having extreme difficulty reading 10.
- I'm super sensitive to light. I was going to a dinner the other night and it was pitch dark outside and I wore SUNGLASSES because car headlights and streetlights and traffic lights were too bright and they brought instant headaches.
- Sensitivity to sound.
- Can't even shake or nod my head.
- Moodiness. I'm a person who never stresses or gets mad or upset about anything except boy bands and television shows, and I've been crying over things like accidentally breaking a pot. I've also been mean to everyone, and I swear I'm a nice person.
- HEADACHES OH MY GOD MURDER ME
See, it's a mess and it will be for a while. I just spent a while doing some typing and I've already got a headache fit for a hockey player. It's pulsing in my brain.
Obviously this will affect my ability to update. I apologize for the wait, truly. I need to go before I pass out from pain, but I will try and keep you lot posted.
Au Revior xx