EmotionalRain29

I think that I might be gaining my friends back, but that's because I'm finally starting to distance myself from the other 2.

EmotionalRain29

Everything in my life is changing on me...  It's changing faster than it should, and I'm starting to give up.  
          
          I lost my best friend, but I didn't realize that till today.  I made a stupid decision to trust some people she warned me not to.  In the beginning we were still good, but things changed and I realized she was right, but now, it's to late...  Everytime we talk it seems forced and everything's different....  I spent the past couple days just reading old conversations we had, we could talk about anything for hours...  I made one stupid mistake and lost the most important person in my life...  My best friend was basically my sister... she was the only family I had...