MST RAFIKA NUWARA MD RAFIQUL HAQUE

omg only one more follower until i reach 60. it's very sudden that i went from 18 followers to 59. love you guys,

Hey, can I talk to you about something? Its not about you, or your books. Its just a random vent that I cant hold in anymore

I AM FINALLY LIKE FREE FROM MY DAD'S HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF ME FOR SPORTS! I STILL HAVE TO DO THEM, BUT I FINALLY FEEL FREE

Heyy guys, I'm back, It's been about two weeks, and I missed you all so much! I've gained some weight, and am starting to become a little more healthy.
          
          I'm back as a writer, even tho i know i've left a lot of you hanging, especially on my valgrace fic, I'm going to have to take a break from that. I'm currently focusing on my drarry fic, i've published two parts, and I wouldn't have been able to do it without my supportive friends. (Love you, you little shits)
          
          Anyways, I'm trying to be better, and newer, and I got my appetite back, so that's a win fo rmy italian ass
          
          Lots of love, Raf

Hey guys.
          
          So I started working at a pizza place since last month, so I'm really sorry for not updating in a while. 
          
          Also, this author is struggling with her mental health and it's going to become way worse before it improves so again, I'm sorry. I need some time for myself and to sort of things.
          
          I love you all and thank you for the followers! I'll still be on wattpad, occasionally reading. Thanks for your patience.
          
          -Raf

So there are three kinds of books :
          
          A. You read it so you can move on with your life
          
          B. You finished it and you can't move on with your life
          
          C. Both A and B

My valgrace book is updated, go read guys

Writer's block is a bitch

So I was at this party my bff dragged me to. It was a stereotypical high school party with rowdy teens and horrible music, just what I needed after those exams to actually have fun. My bff's bf was DD and let us have our fun.
          
          Then we decided to play the most problem creating game : Truth or Dare  
          
          Naturally, there was a lot of kissing and drunken secrets. That's before I got dared to kiss my bff. Like eww gross he's like my baby brother. I had to settle with a peck on the cheek since I was sort of tipsy and I felt like I had no choice.
          
          The funny part was, I could SEE his bf's eye twitching. Shows how much trust and faith he has in me huh? Like hey asshole, I know you smoke behind your boyfriend's back so watch yourself. Trust me, he's like one of my best friends and I love him so much but sometimes I feel like turning his face inside out and gutting him with the knife he gave me as a present. If he doesn't want to face his bf then at least talk to me right..? 
          
          We know each other since 6th grade but he doesn't trust me. (even thought the only person he truly trusts is his bf, but then shouldn't he confess about his smoking habits to him?) 
          
          So I'm basically pissed and hurt that one of my two best friends since middle school has about zero trust in me and thinks I have a thing for his boyfriend (that's still gross af tho) And to think I was going to have fun.. I was mostly doubting myself instead, like what did I do wrong?
          
          Anyways, sorry for bothering anyone with this irrelevant information just felt like gossiping and dumping stress over here

My finals are finally over so I'll be updating my books more frequently for the next few months before hell of a senior year begins