Empress_Of_The_Sun

Hey, my darlings ^^
          	I forgot to tell, the ones of you who read my YGO story Queen's Gambit, I started a rewrite called Intisar, please read and leave some comments, my dears :3

Empress_Of_The_Sun

Hey, my friends.
          
          Now, I need to ramble a bit.
          
          I noticed I put too much stress on myself with writing. I get unique ideas (in my opinion) or write what-if’s, and then all expect me to write a master piece. :/
          
          Just because I have a good idea doesn’t mean I can probably write it down fantastically; I have my limits, like with an action scene. I’m just better at writing relationships and emotions.
          
          So often I just abandon FFs cause I reach a point where I don’t know how to go on. T.T
          
          It's hard for me to go off canon when I am not sure where to go. It's hard to come up with plot-twists over plot-twists. It’s just hard to imagine more when I reach my limit. T.T
          
          I know I’m whining, I just wanna show you how this eats away at my mental health. 
          
          So I decide after thinking for weeks how to solve this problem...to just write my FFs the best I can! There. 
          
          I can only get better if I write, and if I am still on this level or that one, I will make the best out of it.
          
          In the end, I write for myself, and I need to accept I can’t possibly make anyone happy. It’s just impossible.
          
          But I can make myself happy, and this should be my priority.
          
          So from now on I write the best I can, pratice and experiment and just have fun.
          
          Fanfiction and fandom are about having fun, and I hadn’t had it for a long time.
          
          So, back to the start. ^^
          
          Rant over. ^^

Empress_Of_The_Sun

Hi, dears! 
          I don't know how many of you have noted, but I'm back with writing.
          I decided to stop writing for A little bit of Fairy Dust and created a new Self-Insert Story for MHA called Quirkless, not Useless.
          Lita is a more genuine self-reflection of me, and a lot of what she experienced are my own experiences with bullying :/
          Of course, here and there romanticise to protect my identity, but the feelings are real.
          Anyway, I noted this FF is helping to accept what happened to me. If it will help someone else to not feel alone and seen, it would make me happy. ^^
          If you have time, why don't you take a look? I would love to hear your thoughts ^^ 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406516254-q%CF%85%CE%B9%D1%8F%D0%BA%E2%84%93%D1%94%D1%95%D1%95-%CE%B7%CF%83%D1%82-%CF%85%D1%95%D1%94%E2%84%93%D1%94%D1%95%D1%95

Empress_Of_The_Sun

Hello, my loves ^^
          Oh dear, I'm so sorry I wasn't online, I was sick, and second, I was unmotivated to write :/
          It's not like I hadn't fun writing for Yin and Yang, but argh, I am not someone who can stay long at one project :(
          I'm sorry.
          I will probs start writing again, but I decided not stress myself and write the thing I want at the moment.
          So yeah, you will hear from me again.
          Anyways, I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas :D
          Until next time! :3

Empress_Of_The_Sun

Geez, I'm so terrible at being present, I'm sorry T^T
          I'm fine, my loves don't worry, just not really motivated to write currently or in other ways to interact :/
          Hopeful it will pass soon ^^

Regalun

@Empress_Of_The_Sun hopefully there's no writer's block
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Empress_Of_The_Sun

@Regalun I hope that you, it will pass. I'm currently writing on my ATLA FF, hopeful I don't get another block ^^
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Empress_Of_The_Sun

I don't know what I'm doing wrong. 
          I got zero comments on my current MHA FFs. 
          My doubts are growing again. 
          What I'm missing?

Empress_Of_The_Sun

@Decapitan Thanks sweetie ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Decapitan

@Empress_Of_The_Sun hello! Sorry for being late. But i gwt that. Its why i havent written in my main account in a long time. Life sometimes gets in the way, my obstacle is college. Perseverance is the key. Us the readers will support you best we can as we should. Good lick, i hope everything gets better later on.
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Empress_Of_The_Sun

@QueenCarlys Hey, just a bit sad, but I'm writing a bit to lift my spirits ^^ 
            You're so sweet, thanks :D
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