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My first week of school is over and I already feel like crying. I'm tired, I hate math, I suck at french. My class is way behind the others and we only have two terms to learn everything we have to before going on study leave in the third term which is exam term.
I only have approximately 10 weeks to write six VERY IMPORTANT papers, papers that will qualify me for my fucking exams and each of them are about 1000-2000 words long. I also have to do a shit ton of research to write those papers correctly! I also have to choose whether or not I'm going to sixth form or community college next year, pick a future career and so much more!!
I'm this close () to having a mental breakdown and all the grown ups are telling me is, "Welcome to the world of adults. It isn't so easy is it." Like no shit Sherlock I already knew that from like 9 years old but that's not what I want to hear. Pressure like that isn't what I need right now.
There's no way a fifteen year old should be feeling pressure like this........... But here I am.
I'm just fucking tired.