Alistair Hawthorne

Crying over danganronpa characters? Not me, wrong bitch. 

So I have learned I could listen to the Yuri on ice piece that Yuri skates to on repeat forever. The long program. The short program I'm learning how to play on my violin

I love feeling like my friends are abandoning me. I was in my server today and they just are completely ignoring me. It's like I don't exist. Everyone is super talkative and I put in a drawing I put alot of effort and love into and explained it's meaning and they completely ignored it :(

If our dreams contain your aid we'll make our history

So I have a tik Tok video that hit 300 views really fast and I'm like "please no, stop." Because I recently learned that my mom had Tiktok and the for your page is a free place. Pray for me 

I was looking at tik tok dance tutorials because I was bored and my dog wouldn't let me get off my bed to attempt them . I didn't know I could be so fluid and it's kinda freaking me out

So I got bored and now I'm Aizawa and I look amazing

I'm finally in a stable state so it's time for some self care starting with finishing late homework and taking better care of myself (like face masks and stuff like that.) Next goal is to dress more confident. Stay tuned. I'll update to track my progress

So I'm like genuinely terrified for my life right now. There's a bat and my cat is trying to kill it but it keeps flying near me. Now I'm shaking under my blankets in fear. It's dark and it's 2 a.m. I'm scared. If I die wish me the best in the undead army! 

I love when I get my feelings invalidated. I was proud of being me and I told my dad about GSA today and he said "you're 15, you won't be heard. Focus on your grades" (or something along those lines. I can't remember everything. I zoned out bc it was another lecture) and then for the next hour or so he sat there and talked about I'm not allowed to say stuff like that or "I need tougher skin" "people are going to call you names. Get over it" ect.  I'm so done with him. I fucking hate it here