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miss you sm

:( Kiyomiii

@Enchanted-Willow whatttttttttt? When? Yoooo9 congratulation man!!! Why did I not know this omg my babyyyyy im so happy for you (σ≧▽≦)σ

Yo!

Hey it's mills. 
          
          I deleted insta,if you want to talk I've got discord:
          
          millieeeee0567
          
          

Heyyy cutieee! How are you?
          Love you❤️

Heyo (*´・∀・｀*)

It's been nothing but lonely, to star and gaze before the starlight,
          hoping to rekindle past love, to rekindle the past trust.
          To enjoy the warmth in the wintery nights with the same one,
          but it gets lonelier when you see people trying to create rifts.
          Trying to cause tumultous waves between the moon and the earth,
          but what they don't know that this cosmos is beyond their control.
          They can't control fate, nor can they control what sways.
          What they could have controlled was my opinion of them, but now it's too late.
          I will never see them for the people they were before, 
          nor will i have the same kindness again. Lonelier, it is.
          I had lost a precious soul before, but now it's trying to breath down my skin.
          But people want to burn it ablaze, burn it before it even gets the chance to live again.
          And I'm hurting twice more, from the fear of losing him again.
          And from the fear of how they are trying to steal my joy from me from within.
          A disguise of smiles, a words too clever, play me like a fool,
          but I won't be fooled, it's just lonelier again.
          To lose people to the lies of the world, 
          what's beyond this cosmos? Is it a better world?
          Or are all these stars before my eyes will one day set me ablaze?

Venomous words, 
          like the bites off a snake.
          I keep them as friends 
          but they are first to forsake
          me towards hell if they can go to heaven
          or to steal away from me the blessing,
          lately they're the first ones 
          to be murdering my angels
          while wearing a mask of true saints 
          as if just out of their dwelling.
          
          No, what you're doing is a reach, 
          and I see truth clearly from the lies.
          I'm hurt, but I don't keep those words on my tongue,
          in fear that the loss that i felt earlier 
          will be left agape even more.
          In fear that they will ruin what 
          i tried my best to hope, and live for. 
          
          They don't know it's my reason to be breathing,
          it's my reason to be looking forward 
          to just one more day.
          Things might have took a turn 
          towards left before, but now 
          I'm going to make this right, and 
          nobody is going to stop me.
          I'll make sure of it. 
          
          They don't deserve to know the happiness,
          nor do they deserve to be part of my joy. 
          If they can't wish for me 
          what I wish for myself, 
          are they truly wishing upon me smiles?
          I seek refuge from the atrocities they spout 
          about the person who is like the sun to me.
          Whose light fills up my being with soul, 
          and whose eyes I solely wanna exist in.
          
          What do they know? What do they know what it feels 
          to be loved by the person you love?
          What do they know about a life of challenges, 
          they only know to curse
          and put down the joy of others. 
          Burn the bridges for people who are trying to put out the fire.
          Sometimes the heat from their actions get too much.
          They sweeten their words and say it's for my sake.
          But they don't deny, they can't stand to see me with 
          that person who truly makes me happy.

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