Ender!

...cough.

GUESS WHOS BACKKKKKKK !!!! 
          obviously on a diff acc but who cares :)

Hope y'all don't hate me for this but back in July 2021 I was lowkey really into the dsmp.
          And I made a oneshot book back then yk...
          And I just reposted it bc I originally unpublished it but yk❗

Guys its been 2 years❗❗❗
           I'd like 2 say 1 thing<3
           I've met so many amazing people and many horrible people and yk its nice 2 go back and read those comments and conversations :)
          I even made a family in 2021 I think.
          It was in a dsmp book and omg it was a child reader and basically where Reader was in a mall and had a bad life but met the dsmp cast .[I think]
          And I commented how I've always wanted a fanily like that and said how I'd make a wattpad family.
          It's still getting replies 2 <3
           And I met 2 amazing ppl lately and they're also my faith in the wattpad community. 
          I have been in the Y/n protector group for 2 years now. And I'm still the only 1 in it but still can't believe it's been 2 years?!!

Okay so like 
          I'm still going 2 school obvi
          But omg
          Happy pride month❗❗
           I hope everyone had an amazing month :)

No bc my brother got suspended from school for 10 days and can't go back anyways since we had 10 days till school ended
          And he's mad at the school so is my grandmother and mom
          Bc he got recorded in april having a fight
          And since nobody came forth until Thursday so in the staff knew abt it
          And i tried explaining to everyone that the school had been uptight this year bc of the school near our school earlier in the year and bc the shooting in texas( I send my prayers to the family of the children and adults that lost their lifes in the shooting.) 
           And they wouldn't even let me talk and try to explain that it was his fault for fighting in school either way even if it was playful fighting one of the guys got punched in the chest. And I for real got called down to the office because my grandmother was like 'My grand "daughter" doesn't have to be forced to go to such a horrible school like this.' And honestly what? Girlie...

I have a choir concert today/tomorrow (Monday 23rd) and its currently 12 AM 
          And I cant sleep bc I'm scared
          Its my last concert of the school year and scared bc of the fact that it's actually the last concert of the year.
          But on the bright side I'm standing next to my best friend so if I feel I might fall or pass out I can hold her hand 

I haven't been able to rant properly in a while, I have quite a few things bottled up and right now I'm not doing so well and I'm not in the right mind set because of the medicine I've been given daily by my mom because of health issues right now.
           So when I was younger I had gotten diagnosed with sleepy eye, and it's basically where my eye muscles are weaker than normal humans. So I can't see well out of my eye(s).
           So I was in and out of doctor appointments for that since they kept having to do check ups because I was only 2 at the time they didn't wanna do surgery(?).
          And lately I've been in and out of the hospital .
          My doctor had said that I am extremely unhealthy. And because of certain illnesses in my dads side of the family there's also a high chance some passed down to me because of some issues, mostly because I got almost all my genes(?) from my dads side.  
           And I was diagnosed with Asthma. My doctor also says there's a high risk I could get diabetes. 
           And lately, again I've been in and out of the hospital especially these past 2 years.
          I've been getting sick over and over again. I've had multiple ear infections and other problems. 
           I'm not able to sleep because of all these issues with me seeing stuff in my room and hearing stuff.
           I have been zoning out a lot and not remembering anything that happened even if it happened only a couple hours before. 
          And right now I actually have a ear infection.
          I've had a ear infection and with that my ear has water stuck inside of it. 
           I don't know why but I just wanted to tell someone about this. Sorry ^^
           

How would you people feel if I starting calling people including you names like, dear, love , sweets or etc :)
          Ik it may be a bit much but I'm having a urge to start calling people after those! It's a bit weird and if you aren't comfortable with it, it's completely fine!
          
          
            

I MADE FRIENDS WITH TWO PPL JUST FROM A FANFIC WHERE Y/N STUTTERED AND I COMMENTED HOW IT WAS NORMAL AND SUCH AND HOW EVERYONE WAZ BEING KINDA RUDE AND WE ALL STARTED TELLING EACHOTHER HOW WE SLAYED AND I SWEAR THEY BOTH MADE MY DAY