EngLotWaves_

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EngLotWaves_

Author didn't have appendicitis surgery today, but I'll be back at the hospital for Monday to get the results of my ultrasound If I'm still going to take surgery or just take meds, because rn, there we're still possibilities; it might be just like acidic, uti, or appendicitis.
          
          This past few months I've been living in a room where I should live still.
          
          I've been barely eating in a day without my brother I couldn't eat 2 times a day.
          
          Because when I was alone it's either I'll eat one time or I'll eat nothing, because the only money I have is from my mom, and it's also my allowance at school it's 200PHP.
          
          It might be big for your eyes but you could search on Google how big the money was.
          
          But still, thank God I'm still alive, slightly wanna die but still, I want to live for my dreams and friends:))

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Part2;
          We have brain to use, we make story from our brain, it depends on our own mood, our world on how we'll work on it.
          
          Why did I made it complicated? Because it is my fanfic story, my very own i have wrote.
          
          It's like I'm one year and a half here on wattpad.
          
          I don't know much yet, I've tried to wrote, now we have three stories, I did really put my everything, I motivated myself, I was shy at first, because I'm not that really good in English, and wattpad improved me a lot, that in every story there will always be an improvement(if you ever see but in my eyes it has)
          
          I'm making this complicated because I want it exciting, I want to confuse my readers.
          
          Some of my readers are messaging me, requesting, suggesting, or sometimes they comment for it.
          
          I give it, I gave it. I was so happy in all the compliments I had heard.
          
          Yet only one comment made my heart break xD.
          
          It drained my energy so much, i don't know when I will update again.
          
          
          Classes is going to start in June 8, I still don't have school suppliesssss
          
          I hope I won't get too busy so I could still update on every way I can.
          
          Thank you to my loyal readers. And to people who don't appreciate it; still, thank you.

EngLotWaves_

To be honest, I'm not a good writer, so don't expect much from me.
          
          I had read some of the comments I haven't read yet.
          As for me, i don't expect lot of people to read the fanfics I wrote, I don't want a lot of attention, I wrote what's my mind imaginations.
          Yet, everytime people compliments me about these stories, it makes me happy, makes me feel motivated.
          There's too much happening in my own life outside this Wattpad world.
          I really tried, tried to remember what I've wrote, that sometimes I'll re-read them.
          But sometimes it's just like temporary memory loss like damn xD, I'm not that old to forget stuffs, it's just too many problems running on my own world.
          I accepted pain, I accepted hate, bashing, and compliments from my readers.
          Something made my heart ache today, I haven't saw the comment before.
          It was french so I translated it to English.
          It contains like; why did i made the story so complicated if my understanding in vampires are really bad? Like she's/he's saying that i don't know how vampire works.
          We all don't really know how vampire works right?
          That's how imagination works.
          
          I'll post the next part of this wait a sec:)