EnhypenNikiwife

Have you guys seen Jungwon's live? Idk what to feel anymore..If being an ot7 means being a fake engene then i'd rather be a fake engene than a ot6 one sorry Jungwon. This is the first time i will ever disagree with Jungwon. My past three years of being an engene were very beautiful and truly my best years with them and now i don't even feel connected with enha at all. With everything that has been going on i feel so disconnected and now the jungwon's live made me feel like i should just unstan atp. I'm not hating on either of the 7 but i felt so hurt when Jungwon said that. How could he say it so easily? For 6 years they have been together and now this? I felt so damn hurt and I'm pretty sure other ot7 engenes did too. However, Please don't hate Jungwon for this. He is the leader so he ofc had to clear things up considering there was fights in the concert. But anyways i'll continue fighting for our sevEN till the end 

Guys I just broke down yesterday at school . First of all it was in a solo speaking contest and usually I would always do great in those cuz like last year I was awarded with "Best speaker" (NOT BOASTING) But idk what happened i was overwhelmed? And i blanked out so i forgot like half of my speech and when i came off the stage I just broke down crying, luckily my friends calmed me down. I thought my mental health was healing but I guess i was wrong.

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I wanted to go to the blood saga tour in seoul cuz i'm in korea for a wedding of my relative but I was scared cuz i heard that the ot6 k-engenes are crazy and plus I am also boycotting . But I got a korean name by my cousin!! It's Eunhee that means joy and grace!!. It also matches with my real name "Euroa" which means joyful . Anyways I really wanna go to the concert cuz I fear that what if situations like this might come again and i won't be able to see Enhypen. SO what do you think i should do guys?

Hello guyss!! This month has been harsh to me  after the announcement and I tried to put my mental health first. I have focused on my mental health and it has been a lot better. I still can't get over with the fact that Enhypen is ot6 now. (The fact that my auto corrector literally changed ot6 to ot7..). But in my heart Enhypen is always 7. The past 3 years since I have became a Engene was heavenly. I never thought it would come to this point.. But yes even if I am updating my books, Heeseung will be still part of it as Enhypen. ANY comments commenting ot6 will be deleted and reported. Thank you! 

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tbh I'm trying my best to stay mentally and physically strong cuz wdym we went from ot7 to ot5?.... And also the upcoming fancall event wdym Enhypen and Heeseung? It's literal Heeseung OF Enhypen....But um yeah #bringheeseungback Keep fighting engenes!!! I hope you guys stay strong! It's always ot7 in my heart no matter what! Please take care and continue fighting for our bambi!!

I went to the Melborne concert of Enhypen even tho I didn't want to..but I had already bought the ticket..but yeah uh..I screamed my lungs out in the fan chant especially Heeseung. But I was so disappointed cuz the crowd wasn't that loud for the ot7 fanchant like I expected it would be....There were some very nice Engenes outthere and they saw me crying and they comforted me 

Guys my earlier post got taken down as it contained some self harm topic thingy...But yeah...I feel seriously heart broken because of the news of Heeseung...I couldn't become active for like 2 days from the announcement because it's just that my mental state has been affected a lot and I am taking a break from everything...I don't know if I can come back if Heeseung isn't coming back......Thank you.....bye....

Guyss I'm returning back to Australia in a week!! I missed home a LOT. Though Japan was really pretty and fun! I saw Ni-ki's pictures in Japan multiple times and I did nearly fainted cuz I couldn't believe this is real!!!