EnhypenNikiwife

Have you guys seen Jungwon's live? Idk what to feel anymore..If being an ot7 means being a fake engene then i'd rather be a fake engene than a ot6 one sorry Jungwon. This is the first time i will ever disagree with Jungwon. My past three years of being an engene were very beautiful and truly my best years with them and now i don't even feel connected with enha at all. With everything that has been going on i feel so disconnected and now the jungwon's live made me feel like i should just unstan atp. I'm not hating on either of the 7 but i felt so hurt when Jungwon said that. How could he say it so easily? For 6 years they have been together and now this? I felt so damn hurt and I'm pretty sure other ot7 engenes did too. However, Please don't hate Jungwon for this. He is the leader so he ofc had to clear things up considering there was fights in the concert. But anyways i'll continue fighting for our sevEN till the end

EnhypenNikiwife

@_nyakku_ Yea Jungwon should've chosen his words carefully yk cuz it was really harsh
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_nyakku_

@EnhypenNikiwife That’s so true. When I watched Jungwon’s live stream, I was more hurt by his words than I expected to be. It’s really sad to see our once united fandom become so divided. I understand where he was coming from, and I respect him for speaking up. At the same time, I wish he had chosen his words more carefully. Calling OT7 fans 'fake fans' was genuinely hurtful, particularly to those who have always supported all seven members. No matter what happens, I’ll continue to support ENHYPEN and Heeseung. They’ve played a significant role in my life, and I’ll always be OT7 at heart.
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EnhypenNikiwife

Have you guys seen Jungwon's live? Idk what to feel anymore..If being an ot7 means being a fake engene then i'd rather be a fake engene than a ot6 one sorry Jungwon. This is the first time i will ever disagree with Jungwon. My past three years of being an engene were very beautiful and truly my best years with them and now i don't even feel connected with enha at all. With everything that has been going on i feel so disconnected and now the jungwon's live made me feel like i should just unstan atp. I'm not hating on either of the 7 but i felt so hurt when Jungwon said that. How could he say it so easily? For 6 years they have been together and now this? I felt so damn hurt and I'm pretty sure other ot7 engenes did too. However, Please don't hate Jungwon for this. He is the leader so he ofc had to clear things up considering there was fights in the concert. But anyways i'll continue fighting for our sevEN till the end

EnhypenNikiwife

@_nyakku_ Yea Jungwon should've chosen his words carefully yk cuz it was really harsh
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_nyakku_

@EnhypenNikiwife That’s so true. When I watched Jungwon’s live stream, I was more hurt by his words than I expected to be. It’s really sad to see our once united fandom become so divided. I understand where he was coming from, and I respect him for speaking up. At the same time, I wish he had chosen his words more carefully. Calling OT7 fans 'fake fans' was genuinely hurtful, particularly to those who have always supported all seven members. No matter what happens, I’ll continue to support ENHYPEN and Heeseung. They’ve played a significant role in my life, and I’ll always be OT7 at heart.
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EnhypenNikiwife

Guys I just broke down yesterday at school . First of all it was in a solo speaking contest and usually I would always do great in those cuz like last year I was awarded with "Best speaker" (NOT BOASTING) But idk what happened i was overwhelmed? And i blanked out so i forgot like half of my speech and when i came off the stage I just broke down crying, luckily my friends calmed me down. I thought my mental health was healing but I guess i was wrong.

rosy_ree

@EnhypenNikiwife your welcomeee! Ilyy
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EnhypenNikiwife

Thank you!! I will try to take care of myself
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rosy_ree

@EnhypenNikiwife omggg I hope your okay now I have also broken down like this before and it's the worst feeling ever hope you don't beat yourself up over it
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EnhypenNikiwife

I wanted to go to the blood saga tour in seoul cuz i'm in korea for a wedding of my relative but I was scared cuz i heard that the ot6 k-engenes are crazy and plus I am also boycotting . But I got a korean name by my cousin!! It's Eunhee that means joy and grace!!. It also matches with my real name "Euroa" which means joyful . Anyways I really wanna go to the concert cuz I fear that what if situations like this might come again and i won't be able to see Enhypen. SO what do you think i should do guys?

twice_illit_enhypen

@EnhypenNikiwife idk, but it doesn't seem like a good idea, financially on BELIFT's part, since soloists are waaaayyy less successful than groups (unless you're Yena or something, but that's unlikely).
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EnhypenNikiwife

@twice_illit_enhypen I think Heeseung was forced. I think it was halfway his decision, maybe he wanted to do solo while still remaining in Enhypen but the company forced him out of the group.
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twice_illit_enhypen

@EnhypenNikiwife go anyway. i mean, if you want to still and if you're still there. and if you really think it was Heeseung's decision to leave. (i think so, but he probably wanted to do both but couldn't because enhypen is too busy and it would drain his mental health.)
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EnhypenNikiwife

Hello guyss!! This month has been harsh to me  after the announcement and I tried to put my mental health first. I have focused on my mental health and it has been a lot better. I still can't get over with the fact that Enhypen is ot6 now. (The fact that my auto corrector literally changed ot6 to ot7..). But in my heart Enhypen is always 7. The past 3 years since I have became a Engene was heavenly. I never thought it would come to this point.. But yes even if I am updating my books, Heeseung will be still part of it as Enhypen. ANY comments commenting ot6 will be deleted and reported. Thank you!

EnhypenNikiwife

tbh I'm trying my best to stay mentally and physically strong cuz wdym we went from ot7 to ot5?.... And also the upcoming fancall event wdym Enhypen and Heeseung? It's literal Heeseung OF Enhypen....But um yeah #bringheeseungback Keep fighting engenes!!! I hope you guys stay strong! It's always ot7 in my heart no matter what! Please take care and continue fighting for our bambi!!

EnhypenNikiwife

I went to the Melborne concert of Enhypen even tho I didn't want to..but I had already bought the ticket..but yeah uh..I screamed my lungs out in the fan chant especially Heeseung. But I was so disappointed cuz the crowd wasn't that loud for the ot7 fanchant like I expected it would be....There were some very nice Engenes outthere and they saw me crying and they comforted me

EnhypenNikiwife

@ha_fynaa I was crying in the gbogh song like literally
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ha_fynaa

@EnhypenNikiwife I SAW THE FANCHANT VIDSS! in all vids i saw, every OP was screaming on top of their lungsss. seeing the vids already made me cry. you're so strongggg. but glad you're there, bet the other members were happy for that. and I'm sure heeseung too if he saw any of the vids
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EnhypenNikiwife

Guys my earlier post got taken down as it contained some self harm topic thingy...But yeah...I feel seriously heart broken because of the news of Heeseung...I couldn't become active for like 2 days from the announcement because it's just that my mental state has been affected a lot and I am taking a break from everything...I don't know if I can come back if Heeseung isn't coming back......Thank you.....bye....

EnhypenNikiwife

@ha_fynaa Thank youuu!!!
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ha_fynaa

@EnhypenNikiwife heyy, you're not alone okayyy. we (engenes) are together in this. let's stay strong. for heeseung and enhypen too. i feel you and i understand so so muchhh
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