Ensembleluna

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My babies,
          	Main new year ke liye kuch likh rahi thi, but it turned out to be fucking depressing. And some of you guys were very happy for the new year. So i couldn't do that to you all.
          	
          	But ab main notes me kuch dhundh rahi thi, and i saw that note, and i thought that i should post it now. But, it's still very depressing. Even for a not-new-year. So I'm not posting that, for you guys, deleting it, for myself.
          	
          	Ek hafte ho gaye naye saal ko, but ab resolution bana rahi hu, and the first thing in the list is to be positive, and not always look down at myself.
          	
          	I love you guys so much
          	Let's be positive about ourselves, and love and respect ourselves a little more.

Ensembleluna

@emma7olivia YAYYYYYY, let's be positive about ourselves this year *hand heart*
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emma7olivia

@sanreadsatmidnight maine bhi is baar socha hai that I’ll try to be more positive this year
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memorycraver

Greetings, dear reader, 
          
          Thanks a lot for adding Secrets Hidden In Time to your TBR. 
          
          I'm looking forward to reading your views on it. 
          
          Just a request, SHT is a slow burn novel, so it takes time for the romance and the mystery thriller part to form up. So, please be a little patient at least until chapters 15 to 20. I assure you that you will like the story.
          
          
          Regards
          Alankrita.
          
          PS :  A quick piece of advice : Don't trust their narration. Don't trust either of them, neither the husband nor the wife. They will manipulate you into believing in the normalcy of their marriage. 
          
          The story is from the 3rd person point of view for a reason. Don't trust them at all. You will never know what they are thinking internally.

Ensembleluna

@memorycraver I've gotten many recommendations for your book, and it looks so promising. I'm looking forward to getting fooled by you
            Also i like your writing style, plus i hope my vocabulary gets improved 
            
            Ps.-I love your name. It's so beautiful ✨
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Ensembleluna

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My babies,
          Main new year ke liye kuch likh rahi thi, but it turned out to be fucking depressing. And some of you guys were very happy for the new year. So i couldn't do that to you all.
          
          But ab main notes me kuch dhundh rahi thi, and i saw that note, and i thought that i should post it now. But, it's still very depressing. Even for a not-new-year. So I'm not posting that, for you guys, deleting it, for myself.
          
          Ek hafte ho gaye naye saal ko, but ab resolution bana rahi hu, and the first thing in the list is to be positive, and not always look down at myself.
          
          I love you guys so much
          Let's be positive about ourselves, and love and respect ourselves a little more.

Ensembleluna

@emma7olivia YAYYYYYY, let's be positive about ourselves this year *hand heart*
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emma7olivia

@sanreadsatmidnight maine bhi is baar socha hai that I’ll try to be more positive this year
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Ensembleluna

Hello everyone, I'm Sanyukta. I'm an Indian. I'm a female. I'm my parents' daughter. And I'm an aspiring modern, independent and successful woman.
          
          Although I don't think that this aspiration will ever be true. I'll always be dependent on someone because of my fear. For my safety.
          I'll always be on call while traveling in a cab. I'll also want a man to walk me home at night. I'll always hide behind another colleague if I ever face a creepy colleague at my workplace.
          
          I've always wanted to live in a nice 2 BHK apartment someday. One bedroom for me, and one for my kid (a pet dog that I'll adopt, a golden retriever ig). But I don't know if I would. What if a man violates me, knowing I live alone.
          
          How would I stand up for right in the future, knowing it might lead to my ruins? I guess I'll just mind my own business, and stay safe with shame and guilt, rather than face being harassed.
          
          I wrote a poem last night, and a part of it goes like:
          "Shall I just hide in a shell?
          Not talk to people, and stay away from hell
          But I was told to rise and soar high 
          What about the dreams, to bring myself to light?
          
          How would a woman, want to be empowered?
          If they fear, of being raped by power?
          Is just existing an invitation to men
          To force and assault us in their den?"
          
          In this male dominated world, I don't want to live. Because I don't have the safety and security I need. I don't want to rise high as I don't want attention to myself.
          
          Signing off.
          Sanyukta 
          
          PS. I'm always dependent on my luck for my safety.

Ensembleluna

@the_elysianmuse be safe while traveling ❤️
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the_elysianmuse

@sanreadsatmidnight it broke a part of me, realising the pain and agony she had to go through. Her soul is not still at peace. The fear of travelling alone has consumed me now. And it's not hidden that the hope of getting justice is close to nil but I pray for her soul to be at peace at least one day. The girl in me weeps for her assault. And the higher authorities( let's not talk about it). The world has not done justice to you.
            Forgive us. 
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Ensembleluna

Ik it's late for the greeting, but maybe it's the right time for the message. There have been some friends in our lives who were the most important person to them at that time. And there are many of us, who weren't important to them. We were disappointed and hurt, but still held onto that hope and delusion like they won't do this next time, they might be busy, they didn't want me to feel that. And then finally realised that we're not what they're for us. 
          
          No, we're not stupid. Yes, we were naive, but isn't everyone at some point? We all grow, and become better day by day. We shed off our naivety, and become smarter day by day. And we understand that we need to balance our IQs and EQs.
          
          Happy friendship day to all, especially the ones who had their hearts broken by their most important friends, and have healed/ are trying to heal it. I hope you find a great friend in yourself.
          
          Love,
          Sanyukta

Ensembleluna

@ExclusiveVibes_03 ༼⁠ ⁠つ⁠ ⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠ ⁠༽⁠つ
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ExclusiveVibes_03

Ig, I needed this *crying emoji*
            Thank you yukta(⁠。⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠。⁠)
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Ensembleluna

@SoulBeatsFree love you more spaghetti 
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