EnvyEnvyIRL

If ANYONE complains about my new Planrt Hoppers fic because of the title, I'm just letting you know I'm quite literally a pansexual man.
          	
          	(So even if you use the old version where it's ONLY directed towards gay men, I can still reclaim it)

EnvyEnvyIRL

@EnvyEnvyIRL planet* why do I end up putting Rs instead of Es
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EnvyEnvyIRL

If ANYONE complains about my new Planrt Hoppers fic because of the title, I'm just letting you know I'm quite literally a pansexual man.
          
          (So even if you use the old version where it's ONLY directed towards gay men, I can still reclaim it)

EnvyEnvyIRL

@EnvyEnvyIRL planet* why do I end up putting Rs instead of Es
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EnvyEnvyIRL

I need to eat.
          I hate this chest.
          I need to scream.
          I'm going to throw up.
          I don't want to think those thoughts.
          My escapism isn't working.
          I want it to be enabled.
          Anything to make me feel better even if for only a second.
          Please someone treat me bad.
          Make me feel something.
          I want anything to feel something.
          Something.
          Anything.
          It hurts.

EnvyEnvyIRL

قد تكون الرسالة مسيئة
"Mental Health Matters!!"
          
          Til you can't romantize it anymore.
          Til it's hypersexuality.
          Til they genuinely want to be gr#p3d by a grown adult.
          Til they want to cut and hurt themselves.
          Til they have an eating disorder.
          Til you're the person at fault for their mental health being shit.
          Til it's dissociative Identity Disorder or Other specified Dissociative disorder.
          Til they're using unhealthy coping mechanism to cope with trauma.
          Til they rarely shower or brush their teeth due to their depression.
          Til they're a darkshipper/Comshipper and doing it to vent out what their gr00mer did to them or are actively being gr00med.
          Til they've sent images of themself to someone else and all YOU'RE focusing on is how it's gonna affect YOU and YOUR digital footprint rather than focusing on the fact that your child is being GR00MED.

SomebodyCool

@EnvyEnvyIRL I am so sorry for you. What happened to you is SO MESSED UP. I don't know how I can help you, and I may not be the beat at advice, but I hope things get better for you.
            
            Also
            
            *Hands two plush*
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EnvyEnvyIRL

@SomebodyCool Most of this happened 1-2 years ago; I'm still actively having a hard time doing basic hygiene stuff (it feels like a chore), I'm still actively hypersexual (5-6 years now) and I'm questioning that I may be a system.
            
            I don't really know how'd any help from people online would go. /lh
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EnvyEnvyIRL

Lowkey a roleplay on discord and a song I listened to after it ended makes me want to make a new Planet Hoppers Fanfic.
          
          *stares at @laeyah4 *

EnvyEnvyIRL

I MIGHT start writing again
          
          I've been having motivation re-sprout, and I REALLY want to continue writing the Planet Hoppers fic
          
          However, this may be the ONLY fic I will write while the other stays on hiatus.
          
          Again, this isn't a guarantee of me writing on EVERY one of my fics, nor does it guarantee I will come back to write any.
          
          -Liam/Envy/Crispin