Envy Is The Winner

Have you ever met a living legend
          Just a real friend who planned his end and
          Where do I begin?
          You said it was pretend
          And when the bullet went through
          It took more than just you, it took two
          It was you it was me and suddenly
          How can someone say they're helpless and then they act so selfish?

Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain 
          Hiding the tears that fall like rain.
          Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but,
          This ache in my soul rips at my gut.