Enzo

So...now you know.  Sorry for just dropping this, but it’s about time I come to terms with what’s really stopping me.  I’m a god damned wreck who’s afraid of...a lot, and as my readers, you DESERVE to know my reasoning for my hiatus.
          
          I love you guys.  Thank you for the support.
          
          ~ Nicky aka “Enzo”

Hey guys.  It’s...It’s been a while.  Almost another year since I last updated in fact.  So...I’ll just cut to the chase.
          
          Thank you guys for all the love and support.  They truly, TRULY warm my heart.  I tried and tried to post the third chapter you have waited almost two years for.  But...I just can’t.  It’s been hard actually taking the time and getting to work on this story.  After I posted the second chapter, I grew insecure about it despite the positive feedback.  As time grew, so did my doubts and insecurities.  It went to the point where I actually cringe when I reread everything.  I try to fight it, but alas I can’t.
          
          In late July, shortly after graduation, I had moved from California to Wisconsin, as a means for a fresh start.  A fresh start AWAY from the things that plagued me back home.  Moving there meant that I had to leave my friends, family, and my memories behind, so it was a huge decision for me to make.  And while I did indeed get a fresh start, it was not what I wanted.  The things that plagued me back then still plague me now as I’m typing this.  In fact, they have actually worsened.  I believe that I have a form of anxiety, or something like that, I don’t know.  It took me up until a few months after I moved to notice these issues and to realize that this wasn’t normal.  And what’s more, it took me even longer to realize that I had these issues for a long, LONG time.  I silently curse myself for being so blind to it.  It’s because of these issues that I hadn’t updated.  It wasn’t only because of laziness, writer’s block, and such.  I was...afraid.  Afraid of negativity.  I know I say that I’m open to any reasonable critiques, but is that really true?  I want it to be...but it’s not.
          
          Anytime I go to work on it, I get so god damn frustrated because I want it to be perfect.  Not literally.  What I mean is that I get frustrated just writing a sentence in a way I deem unfitting and such.  Y’know?
          
          

Hey just wanted to check up on you how have  you been I hope things have been going good bit if you don't see this understandable I just hope things are going good on your end and if you have the time to update then tell us what's been going on were here if you need help

Could you please update your book I really like it

This is my attempt at creating an interesting plot. https://www.wattpad.com/story/39166291

Hello everyone!!  First off, I would like to say that I am deeply sorry for not posting for a long time.  I think it's been a year since I posted anything?  I don't know.  But I'm not dead, nor am I going to come up with a shitty excuse for my lack of posting.
          
          I straight-up forgot about Wattpad and I apologize.  
          
          I also deleted my Enzo story a while ago for reasons unknown, so I reposted it.  
          
          Junior year has not been kind to me, so I cannot post as often as I used to.  But I will still be posting, just not at a weekly basis.  Hell, it might take me a month to post something.
          
          Lastly, I would like to thank all of you who have followed as well as supported me.  And I also welcome my newest followers.  Peace out everyone!  I'll post when I can and notify you guys when I might be busy!