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So I actually write a lot but it's all self-indulgent garbage and like I don't feel like anybody would actually like it even though at least somebody probably would? And I get too shy to post it even though like it's just gathering dust on my laptop so what's the point?

I want to dead.
          Also, haven't been writing anything, at all, of course. School has kinda taken over and also I forget everything.

I have so much stuff I'm never gonna upload like ever

Thinking about doing one-shots, probably so I can write and upload it without it being my big story. But I don't know what show to write one-shots for. it'll probably be BNHA, Voltron, or Blue Exorcist, since those are the things I've written for the most

Having an update schedule?? Whats that?? I upload everything as soon as I write it and then disappear for months. The only thing I'm consistent on is Snapchat and that's because my friends make me. I'm trying to get better, I promise, but since nobody else knows about me writing ( I refuse to let any of my friends read this because I would actually die) there's nobody to push me to keep writing. Yknow hopefully I can make some friends or something that can actually read my stuff but I highly doubt that'll ever happen lol.  Anyways, maybe if more people started reading it, I'd be more into it but since it's trash I doubt it. But for the few of you that do want to read it, I'll try.

I should probably make my stuff into x readers so more people enjoy it so I guess that's what I'm gonna do. I hope more people enjoy the stories. I'll leave the ones I have up as-is, but the ones I'm working on putting up will be changed. It's just more fun for me to make up a character to go along with the story, and its actually a lot easier since I can get into details that I can't see myself doing with x reader stories but I'll do my best

I havent been on here in forever, mostly due to the fact that my laptop refuses to stay connected to the internet, i guess since it's really old and what not. I have a lot of stories saved on my computer and written down, but I just get really nervous to put them on here. I know that like nobody knows who I am or anything but ahhhh its still so embarrassing lol

Oh boy...I just went through my 2 old accounts and I actually want to scream. I may re-write some of the stuff on there, but I dunno... Anyways, I closed both accounts after copying the old stories into word and saving them. ALSO I finally drew something for my story so yay, I'll get that put up here in a moment.
          You know what's funny? I still can't spell rememeber correctly without auto correct (see what I mean? its not spelled correctly. Its supposed to be remember, and yes I had to use autocorrect)

I've been reading a lot of smut and now I'm going to hell but I'll be damned if it wasn't well worth it