When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel.
Your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather
in a beautiful world.
and I wish I was special.
You're so fuckin' special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts.
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body.
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fuckin' special.
I wish I was special.