Epik Camp Camp Fanboi

currently in the process of posting my old oneshots to ao3 (anonymously, bc i couldnt be bothered to make a new account just for this but also didnt really want them actually on my regular ao3 account either) so they can have a second life. reuploading them is forcing me to reread them and damn some of these were really weird

WAKE UP AGAIN CAMP CAMP FANS MORE EPISODES HAVE BEEN CONFIRMED!!! it took me several days to post this so its kind of old news but just in case you don't keep track of RT at all, the special episode will release for FIRST members on the 14th this month and then for everyone else on the 21st. attendees of RTX have already seen it so there are spoilers about. but most importantly, NEW EPISODES COMING NEXT YEAR!!!

WAKE UP CAMP CAMP FANS A NEW EPISODE IS DROPPING AND I AM NOT JOKING!!! WE DON'T KNOW WHEN EXACTLY BUT IT'S GONNA BE A FRIDAY BETWEEN NEXT WEEK AND LIKE MID JULY!! We need to show the episode a bunch of love when it comes out and send the message that we're still here and Camp Camp is worth the effort of bringing back!!! Idk what the episode will be about or what the future of the show is, but I am so hyped for this it's ridiculous

so i just uploaded an old unreleased/unfinished (but it was oneshots so it didnt matter much) story!! thats the important part but if you wanna read an essay now you can keep reading i guess.
          
          coming back to read all the "please continue this!!!" comments from like 3 years ago made me feel so guilty oops. it's been like 2 years since i made a post and probably way longer since i posted any actual content and that's bc writing was never my main hobby and i stopped being literally obsessed with camp camp. whatever cc did to me was beyond hyperfixation bc ive literally never been that feral about anything since then, idk what all that was about. 
          
           but thanks to everyone who voted and commented on my stories, whether it was the day they were posted or years after. it was really validating to be part of a fandom like that and I wish i could go back tbh, no fandom has affected my life like this one. not all of my stories were very good (lots of oddly specific self indulgent AU oneshots that i never expanded on). idk if the cc fandom is still on wattpad, i'm sure many people haven't thought about the show or its fanfics in years.
          
          honestly, i'm not a writer. primarily i'm a learning artist and cc was basically the only thing i wrote fanfiction for, and the very first show i ever READ fanfiction of. i'm glad i was a part of this fandom and i don't think i'll ever fully leave, but the days of staying up until 5 am to read/write fanfiction are probably over for me lol.
          
          i kinda felt like i should post bc my last post was about having covid and it kind of makes it look like i died lmao

YO ITS BEEN LITERAL MONTHS SINCE I EVEN POSTED BECAUSE I HAVE EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION AND HAVENT ENJOYED EXISTENCE SINCE SUMMER 2019 BUT GUESS WHO JUST GOT COVID AND IS NOW STUCK IN HIS ROOM, UNABLE TO BE AROUND HIS DOGS AND FAMILY MEMBERS!!! 
          ITS THIS GUY!!! SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME RQ ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THE NOTIF JUST NEEDED TO TALK ABOUT THIS SOMEWHERE AND WHERE BETTER THAN MY LONG DEAD CAMP CAMP FANFICTION ACCOUNT AM I RIGHT AHAHA
          anyways maybe one day i'll take the L and write fanfiction for something other than camp camp and this account wont be so dead, but i just got ghosted by the therapist's office that was supposed to contact me so the whole "im gonna get mental help soon :)" thing ive been saying in my a/ns for the past year is kind of a bust and i probably wont be able to write ever-
          thanks for participating in my mental breakdown folks i am sorry if you followed me a year ago and have no idea who i am

i was minding my own business. and then my mom had to go and make me watch zoey's extraordinary playlist and now it is e s s e n t i a l that i make an au 
          i dont make the rules sowwy uwu

IM FUCKNIN
          IM FUCKINNN CRINGING AT MY DUMBASS I JUST REALIZED I THANKED SOMEONE PERSONALLY FOR AN ANNOUNCEMENT THEY MADE TO EVERYONE
          IM FUCKING DUMB-

hey guess what
          im still ffuckign alive
          anyways every time i try to come back depression says "excuse me wtf" and reclaims me but that doesn't stop me from trying over and over
          so yeah remember how i was supposed to be writing a scouts! au book a long time ago? well i hate it now so i'm rewriting it and hopefully maybe there's a slim chance i don't die again a chapter in
          i was sort of almost finished with it but it sucks and it's kinda c r i n g e b r o so i'm gonna do that now

how post pictur

i hate this new layout i hate it i fucking hate it
          
          (hey it's 3am, and you know what that means! I'm drunk off sleep deprivation! it's writing time, l a d i e s)