Equestrian_Dream

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          	Just began school again and I've already had a fucking mental breakdown. I feel so uncomfortable here and it's so loud, I hate it. I HATE IT. HOW DO THE TEACHERS NOT FUCKING REALISE??? I don't wanna be here. Not because I don't wanna learn, not because I'm 'selfish' or 'ungrateful' or think it's useless, I DON'T WANNA BE HERE BECAUSE IM UNCOMFORTABLE ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND NOBODY AROUND ME REALISES IT. NOT EVEN MY OWN FRIENDS. I just wanna be home, or at a meet-up with my friend, or with my partner, ANYTHING would work, just not here.
          	
          	I'm sorry for venting :[

Equestrian_Dream

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Great. Again. Second lesson and it's one I absolutely hate because of what has happened before. WHY did it have to be Digital Tech? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE FUCKING DIGITAL TECH WE DO FOR A SECOND TIME? I don't CARE if there is a different teacher, I still hate it. It's useless, and what I have experienced before in that class just makes me not want to do it ever again. That class is where I got so many habits that I use to try and calm down when its loud BECAUSE it was loud. The teacher yelled and clearly didn't care about anyone apart from himself, he didn't do shit when the other students were loud, and whenever I got overwhelmed, my teacher didn't care and I would get IN TROUBLE. I got an after school detention once cause I had a sensory overload in that class. It's first day and I already fucking hate it here :[
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Equestrian_Dream

this message may be offensive 
TW: Swearing!
          
          Just began school again and I've already had a fucking mental breakdown. I feel so uncomfortable here and it's so loud, I hate it. I HATE IT. HOW DO THE TEACHERS NOT FUCKING REALISE??? I don't wanna be here. Not because I don't wanna learn, not because I'm 'selfish' or 'ungrateful' or think it's useless, I DON'T WANNA BE HERE BECAUSE IM UNCOMFORTABLE ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND NOBODY AROUND ME REALISES IT. NOT EVEN MY OWN FRIENDS. I just wanna be home, or at a meet-up with my friend, or with my partner, ANYTHING would work, just not here.
          
          I'm sorry for venting :[

Equestrian_Dream

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Great. Again. Second lesson and it's one I absolutely hate because of what has happened before. WHY did it have to be Digital Tech? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE FUCKING DIGITAL TECH WE DO FOR A SECOND TIME? I don't CARE if there is a different teacher, I still hate it. It's useless, and what I have experienced before in that class just makes me not want to do it ever again. That class is where I got so many habits that I use to try and calm down when its loud BECAUSE it was loud. The teacher yelled and clearly didn't care about anyone apart from himself, he didn't do shit when the other students were loud, and whenever I got overwhelmed, my teacher didn't care and I would get IN TROUBLE. I got an after school detention once cause I had a sensory overload in that class. It's first day and I already fucking hate it here :[
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Equestrian_Dream

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Don't you love it when you're just trying to sleep, and then suddenly the Species Dysphoria randomly kicks in and you are extremely confused on where the fuck your dragonets, your wings, your tail, talons, hoard of gemstones, etc. are and then you realise 'oh wait..
          
          
          I'm human.'???

Equestrian_Dream

Ah, don't you just love it when you nearly have an anxiety attack at a sleepover because you're trying to calm yourself down by talking to comfort characters (whether that be on c.ai or in your mind) because one of the ppl there, the one that you are the closest with, isn't talking at all, has locked themself in a room and just doesn't seem happy at all?? ..Or is it just me? :D

KEDR19

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          Hey, mind if I ask you somethings if you've followed me?

Equestrian_Dream

@KEDR19 Alr!
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KEDR19

@Equestrian_Dream Actually think you may have answered my questions with that other persons comment
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Equestrian_Dream

Oh- sure!
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